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reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 05:38 PM by ginatomic
I feel pretty awful right now...I must admit I have dismissed almost everything I hear when it comes to seeing shadow people/greys/demons/witches, etc to mental illness. Growing up with in a house with a schizophrenic sister really blocked off my ability to comprehend anything people around me saw that I didn't see as being worth thinking about...I'd immediately stamp them with the mental illness tag.

After reading all of this I feel like I have truly been messed with for a large portion of my life...I feel like I have only been able to see what is really going on within this past year and I am afraid to admit these things because I don't want to be given the mental illness stamp I'd put on so many people.

It's very bizarre to me that ever since I was little I have had an inordinate amount of people around me who have claimed to experience very frightening paranormal events. The things my friends, family, etc. have told me have made me so terrified, that in the past I would immediately jump to conclusions in my mind of these things being unreal in order to protect my mind from delving too deep in these "hallucinations"because they were so frightening. My mom definitely had me programmed to regard much of anything that I couldn't see or comprehend as hallucinations...she grew up with a schizophrenic sister as well.

It hasn't been until very recently that I have been even the slightest bit okay with admitting that I have had these experiences too. And what's far more odd to me is what I said previously, the incredibly large number of people who have related experiences of demons, aliens, or horrific imagery/voices. my sister has always seen horribly mutilated people walking among us...my boyfriend has been seeing what he describes as balls of light that follow him in through open windows that follow him to the point of insanity - one time throughout the entire phoenix metropolitan area. When we moved into our house in Sacramento we both experienced many strange things...it is an old victorian house so I dismissed a lot of the experiences my boyfriend had for the house being creeky and emf's being really high in areas where the electrical work was not up to par. but this wouldn't explain the sudden drops in energy level...one minute we are laughing the next we can't keep our eyes open.
If what you are saying about these beings leeching off of us is true, it is very terrifying as I don't want to think about all the emotions they have been feeding off of that have been a result of arguments about these things' very existence. I'm not sure if that makes sense, but just for example...my boyfriend and I had a sever drug problem...I've always had an addictive personality, and would go into different phases during which i'd binge on certain drugs. the most detrimental and draining addiction has been to speed and I can say this positvely as I have been addicted to many things, and am currently on methadone for opiate/heroin addiction. My boyfriend and I would stay up for days on end...by day seven it was impossible to not start seeing things...but my boyfriend would take it to the extreme in my mind. And we would get in such horrible arguments that the cops would get called and sometimes physical violence would ensue etc...I feel like I half played into these things' desire to aggravate emotions so as to feed off of us. Even after two years sober from meth my boyfriend still sees these things. And I have only been able to catch myself in recent months and actually question whether or not it is me or him who is crazy...I worry too because I am on so many pharmaceuticals too that I am attracting more of this force.

I am so terrified that I am perpetuating this leeching and thus hurting my loved ones by prompting arguments about "reality" and "hallucinations" and by denouncing the existence of these "beings". I feel pretty sick with myself right now...and to think I work in the mental health field!!!

Sorry this was so long...


reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 05:44 PM by Mintwithahole.
"I would urge people to take up meditation and forgo any narrow set of qualities they attribute to what constitutes "reality". Pay close attention to your surroundings. Notice any disturbances in your field of vision... learn to separate eye floaters and opticxal remnants on your retina from abnormal energy disturbances in actual 3-D space. These beings appear as a shadowy or misty flutter or a flash of light at first. If you wish to develop an eye for these things, pay close attention to the areas in which these energetic/spatial anomalies occur."

Wow! Okay, first of all, I don't believe a word of this. And now for the but!
A year or so ago I had Lasik corrective eye surgery. All the after care tests have shown that I now have better than 20/20 vision. In the last three months I have been seeing what you describe as "misty flutter". Always out of the corner of my eye, in my periphial vision. I mainly have these experiences in my home but occasionally I have had them outdoors. I would describe what I see as being like quickly glimpsing a clear plastic bag being blown by a force eight gale flash by. . . Sometimes they appear to pass quite close by causing me to jump in shock. Friends think I'm going mad! Don't know if this has anything to do with what you're describing but the misty flutter description jumped out at me and rang a bell.
Sorry to say I'm not a big believer in aliens but I think we may be experiencing the same thing.





reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 05:48 PM by caitlinfae
reply to post by ginatomic



Big cuddle for you for being so open here...thank you. I don't really know what to say that won't sound patronising, and your situation sounds absolutely horrible...I can't imagine what that has been like for you. It's also a warning that substance abuse of any kind really destroys the gateways that protect us from this kind of entity or experience, and I hope that you and you boyfriend can ge that out of your lives completely at some point to help make this stop.

Don't worry about the sceptics and the people who will be quick to label you as ill....there are plenty of us here who know you are talking the truth.

Blessings

Cait


reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 05:53 PM by caitlinfae
reply to post by Mintwithahole.



Very interesting point...I too am aware of this phenomena, and am very sensitive generally, and I always thought that I couldn't see them just because I wasn't ready to....now you've got me thinking....I have really bad vision, and cataracts, albeit fairly immature, in both eyes....maybe I just can't physically see them....hmmmm..

Cait


reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 05:58 PM by Mintwithahole.
reply to post by caitlinfae



Sorry to hear about your vision and hope you get it sorted soon. I'm not a big believer in the alien thing. I can barely understand what goes on around me day-to-day without even trying to make sense of abductions etc. But that misty flutter description really hit home.


reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 06:21 PM by SlytOfHnd
reply to post by dunwichwitch

This "is not" the way to find what you are looking for dunwich.


reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 08:10 PM by iiinvision
reply to post by riggs2099



how are you completely, utterly, 100percent sure that many movies are used as discreditors?

angels, demons, ufos, greys, whatever... a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.

I think there are some shreds of truth in everything.

this universe is far more than the human mind can even fathom...
yet many can act as if they know all about it..

spirit moves through all things and visible light is only a small fraction of the entire electromagnetic spectrum...

you want proof?

you will get it soon enough..


reply posted on 22-8-2008 @ 09:00 PM by DimensionalDetective
reply to post by dunwichwitch



Very interesting, thought-provoking thread. Starred and flagged.

Having just witnessed a Shadow person out of the corner of my eye a couple of months ago, this hits home for me. Thanks for putting it out there DW.
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