posted on Sep, 1 2008 @ 10:18 PM
I get it all the time, and for me it is an extremely intense rushing sound, almost like wind roaring past your ears with bits of an electrical sound
or buzzing mixed in. During this state, when I really concentrate I can feel myself sort of surging forward through space/time, like I'm completely
out of control, but really I'm just laying in my bed, if that makes sense? Kind of like being on a roller coaster from hell, but 100 times faster,
while every bend and turn inevitably moves your body and your head this way and that, and you are helpless to control any of it.
It sounds absolutely nothing like either of these 2 videos.
In terms of the accompanying paralysis, that comes either before or after the surging feeling and loud sounds for me. I have had some of the most
horrifying experiences of my life during this event (please reference some of my other posts for detail on my experiences), but you can learn
to control it and turn it into other things. Most people struggle against it, and eventually through willpower can break free, just takes a few
seconds to minutes, but can feel like eternity. The really interesting part comes when you succumb to the feeling and let the experience and the pure
dread envelope you. "Give in" to the power of it so to speak.
I was so scared to do that the first time b/c it honestly felt like I was about to die or worse... My eye was partially open during my paralysis and
all of the amplified noises, along with the frightening visual hallucinations that I could see (again reference my other posts), began to
slowly fade out of existence, as I was being enveloped by pure emptiness / nothingness. There came a moment of decision, a point of no return sort of
that I knew if I kept going I couldn't fight my way free, I'd be in too deep. At the last possible instant I fought free and had a struggle of epic
proportions, literally. Finally i woke up in a soaking wet, freezing cold sweat.
After a few months or year or 2 I slowly played around with it and discovered some incredible and amazing things that you can do and that you can
harness while experiencing sleep paralysis. If you'd like to know more you can just ask or U2U me. You can feel the experience coming, and when you
do, you have a decision to make. Fight it or give in. One time I finally gave in and just let myself be consumed. That is when all the strange and
weird, yet incredible things happened.
[edit on 1-9-2008 by Ajax]