posted on Aug, 19 2008 @ 07:12 AM
Monday 11th August 2008
Monday night at work
Recieved a message from a contact on the net. First message in 3-4 days after have cooresponded multiple times a day. He told me after he spoke to me
his computer has been broken into, emails gone through, and recieved odd phone calls. Warned me I was in way too deep. Told me I knew WAY more than he
did and he didn't want to know what I knew, didn't want to study anymore EVER AGAIN! I got FREAKED AND PARANOID! I have been watched before here and
there for years. Black helicoptor, FBI, followed by gov cars and SUV's.
Thursday 14th August 2008
Been PARANOID for the past few days. Made plans for disappearing off the face of the Earth and untrackable for the past few days. But I realized if I
was wanted I would have been picked up by now. Pretty sure I'm safe. Just trying to scare me into stopping my research and studies. Not working!
Thursday night 8:55 pm
Was going over the Burlinton/Bristol Bridge and saw a MAGIFICENT craft going over the Delaware. Was about 150 feet away from my car. About 12 feet
long going about 10mph at a 45* angle from the bridge heading towards PA. GLORIOUS! BEAUTIFUL! STUNNING! MAGNIFICENT! Very happy to see it! Not afraid
at all!! Knew I was going to be visited again soon! Happy about that too! Unsettled a little but very happy!
Thursday night at work
Saw Allie, told her about the craft. She turns me into a kitten, purry and playful. Was told by some one who has spoken to Allie about me that she has
feeling for me too but is weird about my age. I'm 10 years older..... :-( I felt the same hesitence for this same fact. She said she could get past
it though. :-D. VERY SCARRED!!!!!! I know I'm falling in love with her...... SO TERRIFIED!!!!!!!
Friday night late 15th August 2008
Tried falling asleep. Heard a strange language in my head again like I have been for the past few weeks. Can't make out anything at all. NEVER heard
anything like it EVER. Knew they may come tonight. Was thinging towards my visitors that may come by sometime. Asked to be paralized if they came.
Said I might be afraid but wanted to be in their presence in what ever manner. Asked to be paralized because I didn't want to be a potential threat
to them because of some fear I still have in me. Want to be peacefull, want contact, want to talk, want to be in their presence again like in February
and March. No longer thinking of them as visitors or neighbors but now more as friends and very distant family. Feel at peace with them but still
afraid a bit. Asked to have an implant put in me if need be, some where that would not cause pain or discomfort.
Was sorta close to falling asleep. Heard a buzzing chirpy twittering noise and felt something in my mouth and on my left rear molar. Knew I was being
contacted again! Snapped out of my sorta asleep state very quickly! Startlled but not affraid. Snapped my eyes open! FULLY CONCIOUS!! Saw a spark
floating about a foot above my face! Buzzing chirpy twittering noise again as it pulsated yellow, white, red, orange, and blue.... then it popped
into a puff of smoke and disappeared. It had a scent..... I think it is burning magnesium, smelled like it anyway...... I started talking out loud!
Felt a presence still there for at least 30-60 minutes the craft outside as well. Talked out loud to them asking to be paralised if I am to go
somewhere with them. I don't want to be a danger to them at all. Heard breathing and saw a small shape for 10-20 minutes about 5 feet from the foot
of my bed. The breathing sounded to be from a being smaller than myself. Was quicker and the lung capacity was not as large as mine. Spoke calmly out
load as well as in my head. Was at peace, excited, but yes still sligthly afraid...... I don't want to be, trying not to be. I feel I'm doing
better. During this time I thought I saw a face of a grey like being, but not a grey at the same time, in my mind. It was transparent though....