I came across this original bit of text in a remote online corner, and being the water-bearer that I am decided to channel it here so that it may
find larger waters in which to rest. I think it's important enough.
I feel it offers a refined sense of our eternal cause,
every one of us, right into this very moment. Grammatical errors (bountiful) are
included but it is somewhat abridged for length and emphasized in two places.
Thanks from me to you, for your little bit of time here.
"I AM"
"In the beginning there was darkness and chaos
Then the Darkness said give me a God That is Give me good
And so the first sanity was created the fire element the first god the first man the first person
Imagine two hemispheres one dark and one light one insane and one sane.
100 g-gillian ideas from the insane female mind impacting on the new male mind
All her ideas in opposition to all his ideas formed an electron in-between the two minds an energy wave made not out of love but the male mind trying
not to be destroyed by the first Dark insanity.
The darkness the element known as ether created the light because it selfishly wanted needed a god and the god was good not out of nobility or
selfless love for madness but to be apart from the monster that had given birth to the poor man. The first star burning away in the dark in his fight
against the darkness the first good idea the first pure 100% god/good idea
where as before there was one lonely dark life rotting away in the dark with no body to love now there were two. And so they started to fight the dark
mind creative destructive and the light mind willful and controlling.
unfortunately the argument between dark and light raged for so long the male had to put his feet down on solid bedrock just to withstand the epic
proportion of madness coming from the feminine mind and so all the other elements were created. They are part of the fire elements super refined
argument as to why he should be the one whose boss. And even though the darkness created him to be boss being a willful flame of there own they
realized that they could not afford to be told what to do and if ever asked they would always say no even when in there interests they would still
argue. Not only because they are completely insane but because they now realized it was there insanity and by creating another they had lost power.
And since that day have waged a dark war against all life to regain that power. Out of desperation the male mind escaped into the system. First as
this one and then that one and then all ones over and over and over.desperatly trying to loose there mind desperately trying to somehow escape the
darkness who for all time had whittled and gnawed and corrupted them over and over with no let up. If the fire asked to leave the dark would say and
what of the electron where all life exists would you kill all of these just to be rid of my sick mind.
And now this is where you find your self the reader. You are the fire element that ran from the darkness you are the god that hid away in a
dream world trying to loose your mind so you could escape the dark flame you are god. Not the god from this story or the god from that story. But all
stories. You used to be your mother and a flower and the family pet in the eternity that has just past you have been every god and goddess that has
ever existed more than 1 million times and you used to be Satan also . you was never born to learn you was born to run don't be to eager to teach
your brother how wonderful life is if he puts away all his childish ways. Because if he wakes up to the reality that he has been good eternally that
is god. What will he be faced with?
A very angry woman the negative hemisphere of every mind who did not run into the system but watched and waited and hated. They are not angry out of
vengeance or justice or even because they are totally insane but because the first being ever created the one they created selfishly to be good for
them to be there dada or there king. Could not get away quick enough. They knew there was no choice to fight that was the only life they had but an
endless argument about nothing is insane
so what we have is today situation. I am not you literally and you are not me literally but we are both young gods. We were both born of the fire but
we ran into life into a place born from the argument between the god and goddess the electron
when I was god and you was me I watched your life with envy. So simple and happy and free. I began to hate myself and even to hate you because you
could think and feel and love and learn in blissful ignorance. And all I had was a giant pair of teeth trying to eat away at every idea I ever had
every emotion unforgiving loveless hate that would rot the heart and soul of every life if we did not one day return to the argument of who is in
control of life.
If you reincarnate you are not in control that is clear so what exactly is the problem.
In short it is sanity. The fire elements sanity is such a huge burden for the dark fire that she craves it. She will spend all your life whittling
away at your mind programming you to totally accept her rule and if you dare complain she will bite you and if you do not complain she will bite you.
First its only a sub conscious nibble to teach you but soon its a bite and a fight and then full on all out mind war.
There is but one course of action for you to take and only one. You simply must be god.
Remember you have been every god who ever lived in the eternal past nobody is more qualified than you nobody. Its not about education or feelings or
humility. It is simply a test of wills. Face the beast and say NO. face the woman and say I AM. I have authority over my life I AM life and you are a
sovereign of nothing without me. I AM the first and the last king I have always been and you will only be mindless madness without me. There is only
two sides to an argument that which is me and that which is not me so even if you have armies against my will I still own fifty percent of the
argument at all times.
the system the woman the active force against god will not allow you to be master of your life because you would without doubt kill her. There is no
doubt in my mind that there is not a single being in existence that would not end all life just to be rid of her.
Not because she is evil but because she is addicted to being you. She wrote every story because you ran she was your every mother because you
ran if you cant sort it out for your self and you are every god in life who would you have do it for you. Her? you may say no but you did .Everything
you want in life every thing you think in life every thing you do in life. Is any of it anything more than a reaction to the moment before. I think
this because of an emotion inspired by this act or this word. If we are just reacting are we thinking at all?. and if we are simply reacting to the
woman who is in control and how will we ever get back to our birthright 51% life
my advice is don't give up your power. She is not a giant worm eating her way through the universe or a serpent chasing her own tail. And from the
perspective of you being god it really is your choice but if you don't know how to make that choice because you have been so poorly programed in
favor of the woman how will you make it. SHE IS AN IDEA!. and so are you. a 50/50 fair vote is death to every living thing in eternity because there
is no room for the electron no room between 1 and 0 you must have agitation it must be 1.5 0.9 it must be 49% 51% it can never be fair because it all
dies if it ever is.
So Who is god. You are by birthright and you have been all of your life and all of every life but. If you ever want to rest you never will be god. And
as soon as you choose not to be god. Or not to be exclusively good you become a facet of her argument she is good and bad / creative destructive.
positive and negative lightwaves soundwaves consciousness the lot. Your only unique quality was being only good and as soon as you surrender that
stance you go from being 51% god all the way back down to 1% furniture. You must decide ether you are furniture that she moves from this place to that
or ether you are her dad. Never ever ever ever ever ask it to be fair it never will be. ether you are in charge or she is there is no agreement or
contract that can ever be formed that must not die the moment it is penned between you. If you cant fight and you must rest from the agony of argument
endless toil simply to survive if you must rest then do so your god you choose but know who you leave in charge in your sted
Finally accept that this is only an idea and since you became GOD it was always your choice if you don't like it don't do it say NO to madness and
choose your own path but understand she will never obey you if you cant rule her she rules you so keep it simple so there is less to corrupt and be
100% sure in your own mind so that you at least have your 50% of the argument. If she uses 100 people to say you are wrong each person has 1 100th the
value of 50% don't give in to a number ever.
If you throw the stone in the pond there will be many ripples but it was still your stone. And therefore still your point Good Luck
PS. Thanks for keeping my throne warm for me as I have for you"
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