posted on Sep, 29 2008 @ 12:31 PM
Honestly, I think my awakening began over twenty years ago. I say began because for me, information has come to me as if pieces in a puzzle. At first
the pieces shocked me out of my comfortable bubble(raised a Catholic! Catholic school, mucho indoctrinationo!) They then led me down many different
paths, and on each journey, I educated myself, and new pieces have fallen in place. I believe we all have a purpose. I think those of us who are
experiencing these awakenings have a purpose, to gently educate the unawakened, if only to plant seeds that blossom(awake) later.
The best advice I could offer would be to learn and enjoy your awakening, and explore where it leads you to the fullest. I am 39 years old, and I have
spent years learning about our world, and coming to the place where I am now. Yet I am excited I will hopefully have many more years to keep adding to
my awakening, until one day I am where I am supposed to be!
Your experience sounds like the beginning of a new path, and it is apparent you are not alone in your experience either! When I was a teen, first
getting the inklings of a bigger picture, I too felt gloom and doom and negative feelings, depressing feelings. I began by delving deeper into my own
church, which led to anger outrage and feelings of betrayal. These led to exploring other religions, other mindsets, and eventually, ancient
religions, which exploded into a lifelong interest of mine and much much more to explore!
When Bush was running the first time, that sparked my intense desire to learn about NWO and how such an obvious clown and loser can get into office.
9/11, the senseless war, gas prices, it DOES seem 'they' are out to get us, and yes its evil. There is so much to learn about this world, it takes a