Mr. Green - I would like your opinion as to why they would help me of all people, seeing as my past isnt exactly a beautiful thing. Thanks.
Your past? Nothing you did ever happenned in your past. Can you think of anything you have done that ever occured in your past?
No you cant because it all happens in your NOW, you do EVERYTHING in the now, never is anything done in the past. So to refer to your past, and why they would look upon this as a reason for not helping you really has no relevance. The past has no uglyness or beauty as you say because it simply isnt. It has gone and by living in it or refering to it to solve a question as you have put to me, rarely helps.
It is you of your now that they may have looked to heal, why I have no idea.
Hope this makes sense