posted on Aug, 1 2008 @ 02:28 AM
Hmm, I've been keeping track of what everyone is saying, but I think some of you are just taking the matter too far. Were any of you abused through
out life by people? I was, I've been treated like an emotionless punch bag by others all through out my life, and this led to me becoming
''awakened'', this led to me using my own brain, to thinking for myself and by myself about everything. I think what you're feeling is
depression, frustration, and just pure hate to the idiotic people in this world. I have thoughts of murder, suicide and very sick things I admit, and
have almost put the thoughts into action many times when the anger and sadness has just been so overwhelming that I lost my self in it, but this was
not originally me before I awoke, this is not the me when I'm feeling happy, which is very rare. I remember I awoke at the age of 12-13, because of
something that really messed me up, caused by a person. I think it's just all down to people mistreating us, and forcing us to open our eyes, that
put us up into a superior level?
Can anyone relate to what I'm saying?
[edit on 1-8-2008 by ThatSleepParalysisGuy]