a reply to: cbass
I have kept my previous life experience out of sight, because when i was a child I took it for granted and i didn't think it was necessary to talk
about it. I didn't even realize it is so fundamental, because i was busy with my life. Now, for a moment i have stopped in this rat-race world,
because someone told me about her experience about being a body and a soul.
I have just realized that i should share my experience, maybe there are other people like me somewhere. The other reason is that, maybe this memory is
false and someone can explain it to me how it has ended up in my brain. I have two strange experiences that i cannot explain: one is before i was born
the other one when i was a child 4-5 years old.
Before I was born I had an opportunity to choose what kind of family-social-welfare environment i want to be put in. It wasn't asked to me in a form
of words, but rather an experience, instant signal like a thought in a presence of a feeling that i cannot describe, but i felt content and a part of
everything. I knew that i can choose whatever i like, be poor or rich but i have chosen to live in a moderate environment, so I have been sent to a
small town in Poland, into a boy-child in a typical polish family.
I can remember this memory even before I was born, it is very strange, but yet It is there, it doesn't bother me, only makes me ask questions why am I
here, sometimes. Through the years I wasn't bothered about it at all, I have only told about it to one friend, that i have trusted and I was sure he
won't spread it elsewhere(I am not even sure he remembers it, because we were drinking and i have never had a courage to mention it again), or call me
a liar or a lunatic.
The other "out of body experience" was when I was a little child and my soul sort of flew away, I met with a being, and again same feeling of being
complex and happy and understanding was felt. I think that being was the same being that sent me on this planet.
I am living my life happily I have a job, I study I have a wife and a little child, but sometimes I ask myself, is there a purpose I have been sent on
this planet, or is it some kind of false memories in my brain playing me up? If I was sent here, why? Sometimes I struggle because of this, as a
child I knew it's real, but as I grew up I have learnt about psychological problems and now I am not sure, what is it, for years i thought it may be
some kind of false memory, now when my friend mentioned she is sure she is a soul in a body, i thought about it again and realized It may be very
fundamental to me.
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