posted on Sep, 13 2008 @ 02:32 PM
I only read the first few pages here in a rush,
However in response to the Op,
What you describe does not seem like an Aura to me, Auras change color from person to person, isn't always "grey" infact very rarely is, is not
bitty like particles more like light or a flame, and is only visible around living beings, or at least natural things such as rivers rocks etc.
When you practice meditation many people are quite surpised by the mental imagery that first comes up as you learn to withdraw from your senses,
especially sight and go within. One of the main blocks to a persons first development is the conscious attachment to the "eye" sense or vision.
Initially when we deny it a visual input, when fully awake and not focusing on another "sense" input, e.g listening to music with eyes closed, well
then due to repetition and imagination most people have "lights" "colors" and whole scenes in front of them with there eyes shut.
They are not seeing Auras.
In my experience and I have caught very faintly once or twice the "feild" around living beings it is not as you describe. I may be wrong though just
me knowledge on this for you!
Many people state they can see Auras, however in reality it is a very advanced skill, unless you are born with this ability, and if you could,
generally due to the place you need to be at within your consciousness and lifestyle, well either way, as you can then see other peoples character,
moods and illnesses, its very difficult not to become a Healer or be overwhelmed by what you see.
Its maybe a blessing not to want or wish for unless you are sure you can handle it and are able to live a normal life again.
"normal" meaning by modern western standards.
As well within that ability of total Auric Cognization at all times, like your third eye open, you may not like what else you see besides Auras my
friend, as described for thousands of years by those who have studied and experienced such gifts. Observing Lower Realms and such like does not make
coming back to "reality" very easy, and certainly does not lead to a good nights sleep :-)
Its a bit like things like "'___'" some people have the cosmic mind experience, some the Hell of all their fears before their eyes. If you can see
Aurus usually those experiences happen too.
If you think maybe im not right and you are seeing Aurus, sit down within 10 mins of waking every morning for 15 mins or so, just count your breath,
watch focus on that alone.
See if you have the same or very similar experiences as you describe in your first post OP. As well as helping you find out what you are currently
observing, it will also if you are in fact having Auric Vision strengthen this, and help protect you or minimise the experiences I caution about
[edit on 13-9-2008 by MischeviousElf]