I Want OUT!!!!!!, page 2

reply to post by XcLuciFer

This is worse than a bad dream because no matter how hard I try I can't seem to wake up. I didn't sign up for this, and I demand to be relocated, released. I do not want to be here to watch these animals destroy what once was and still could be a paradise. why should I have to stuffer along with these MONSTERS!!! Their is supposed to be balance in the universe, yet I see none here. What crime could my soul have commited to deserve such damnation. Who would create such a vile cage for its personers? I demand an answer! I demand an explanation for this contempt, this hatetred which is being displayed in a unscapable arena. How much pain must I endure before I am redeemed? I BEG of you, GIVE ME LEAVE!

Albeit a few gramatical errors, the sentiment here and way of describing the earth is very beautiful.

I would like to offer a possibility and a few beliefs.

In a later thread you mentioned you thought there would have been a conscious choice to come to this life, and now you have had a change of heart. That the situation here is not right for you and you would like to leave because of various readings, webs of deceipt, cruelty, suffering etc.

However, I think it is possible, that perhaps when you make the decision to go into the next life, that at that time, you can see the whole duration of it, and the entirety of what happens during it. However, to enter that life, you must forget all that you have seen, and know. Hence if you made a choice to enter, it would be based on the entire life, not what you have experienced until now.

I assume you are not particularly aged? Ofcourse good things can be just around the corner, and like another poster mentioned, things do change. I believe the bad must come with the good. Take chemical highs, afterwards there is a down no? The Tao, and the balance in the universe should be maintained, and also, your body mind and soul is a reflection or a micro universe in itself.

If you truly want to get off this ride, I am aware of only one avenue that you can take. That is the floatation tank, if you have enough money to buy one, then do. I suggest research the work of John Lily, and his counterparts. www.gatewaysbooksonline.com is a great place to start. It covers field of consciousness and metaphysics, spirtiual transformation.

I advise you this can be very heavy stuff. However, if you are so fortunate as to attain a tank, then after a period of time, dependant on you, it is possible, I understand, to access other worlds. I myself have not yet got a tank, due to finance, however, in the future, I hope to.

I must mention the fact that probably all of the mystics and writers used psychoactive compounds, many now illegal. John Lillly was using the float tank, in combination with Ketamine HCl and LSD-50, um, these are illegal for human consumption in most parts of the world. However, I would reccomend the former for faster dissociative affects and spirtitual revelations. Do check the legality, if ill, do so at your own risk. Ofcourse research the substance thouroughly first regardless, use www.erowid.org.

This an exit route, not the only one. But the only one I know off. I would also reccomend internal/energy cultivation, such as Qi Gong, meditation, or Yoga etc, if you are not already practicing one of the arts.

Lucifer, I hope this helps. Any questions U2U me.