You can either continue reading and believing the story from all directions or choose a side and build your evidence from there. I personally can't
tell you what to believe because I may contradict what you have already learned. It is up to you to translate what you perceive. If you were to listen
to people you will become a lot more confused.
Believe me I know. I came to this site as a Christian and later found myself drifting away from by beliefs because I had information coming from all
directions.


(I don' know ya man!)