aaww dude,don't do it.
I'm gonna get all patronising at you now and say stuff like "the worlds a beautiful place,look at the trees and listen to the birds in the sky" No
matter how corny it sounds,it's just truth.
When I was at my lowest ebb,I took an OD. I thought I was doing the world a favour,that it'd be better off without me. My reasons may have been
different to yours,but the outcome was the same. i wanted to die. I remember waking up in the hospital,feeling like crap. My guts felt like they'd
been scraped with knives made of chilli. But I looked up,and I saw my parents,both standing over me (they'd been seperated for 10 years) I remember
the look in their eyes to this day,just love. I could see how much I'd hurt them,they'd been sat there for about 8 hours,just crying on eachothers
shoulders. that tore me up man,I did that. I hurt those closet to me so badly,without even thinking of them.
Well,I'm off drugs,and i got my life back on track. And i thank every new day I get to experience this world. There's no rush to get to the next
one,it's not going to go away.
please dude,if you don't care about yourself,at least spare a thought for your family and friends. Just take each day as it comes,don't think about
tomorow. Day by day,hour by hour if you must. You'll feel better one day,and you'll thank yourself for not doing anything permanent.
If you wantt o let off,then let off hin here. there'll be people here who'll listen. They might not understand,but just knowing that somsone else
has read what you've written,and cares about you. Even though you've never met them. Might help a little bit,and a little bit can turn into a
And mate,don't worry about your weight man,that's something that you CAN change. Start pumping iron,you've got the body mass most body builders
dream of. I'd love a bit of meat on me so I could turn it into muscle. But instead,I've got this skinny ass frame,that falls down drains in the
street if I'm not too careful. If I sit down too fast,I crack my arse bone.
peace be with you,and just keep on posting.
there's someonehere to listen.
edit cos I didn't see teknoviking sitting up there!!
All praise the Tekno viking.And all the parody videos!
[edit on 17/7/2008 by Acidtastic]