posted on Jul, 15 2008 @ 03:52 PM
..::star shaped teardrops...july 10 2008::..
crying again for the first time in years
nothing to do but count all the tears:
a tear for each heartbreak,
a tear for the shame,
a tear for each shattered dream,
a tear for each name,
a tear for each memory,
a tear for each scar,
a tear for each injury,
each tear is a star...
tears upon tears falling down from the sky
years upon years till i drown and i die
..::the beauty of isolation...july 12 2008::..
for far too long i felt torn apart
for far too long pain divided my heart
because all my life i searched about
for comfort so hidden that i went without
the truth was elusive and anger was strong
my will was weakened until i saw what was wrong:
between love and hate a line divides
to the unenlightened it may seem wide
this line is indifference
and it's really quite thin
because there's really no difference
when your heart lies within.
..::passionate stoicism...july 12 2008::..
joy and love and rage and hate,
these don't mean much at any rate.
see, pleasure and pain by any name
in the end are much the same.
emotions change and so might you,
but actions i trust to be more true.
so instead of anything i can feel,
i put my faith in things more real:
loyalty, strength and intellect,
these are things i can respect.
emotions that change from day to day
will make a heart bitter, or scare it away.
but proven honor can set things right
and keep a heart's flames burning bright.
..::take the red pill...july 15 2008::..
little red pills help me see the light
and i took sixty-six to see it this night
see drugs can show us a chemical truth
reveal hints of the future or remnants of youth
drugs can save lives or make them worth living
but can also kill or control and they aren't forgiving
it's unfortunate that many condemn drugs these days
like a double edged sword they can cut both ways
but it's only when they're placed in arrogant hands
that they're the most dangerous tools known to man.