posted on Aug, 5 2008 @ 12:17 PM
I'm on chapter 9 of the document and searched for a thread on it. Wanted to know what others thought. I personally don't believe the information
in the document, but I'm not sure who the liar is: its author, or the et? I've heard this information in bits and pieces before. There is a
strong reason why I don't believe it, though it is my own subjective experiences and the accounts of others that resonate truth with me. The idea of
our joint godhood doesn't surprise me, as even David Icke speaks like that. But the communal god has been warring and fighting with each other,
attempting to enslave and control others since the beginning of time? It really sounds like a bunch of demons to me!
The stories that resonate truth have been various accounts of ndes that are incredible. And they do not meet the forcefield that renders amnesia. In
fact one man, who was self-admittedly not a great guy, and an athiest, foolishly followed some cloaked strangers into an isolated are/dimension,
whereupon he was mocked, laughed at and attacked. He could not remember a whole prayer of any kind, but he began to speak snatches of lines such as
"Our Father, who art in Heaven; God save America!..." etc. until "they" backed away. Then an angel came and the light (which was not a trick by
the way) and he went to another dimensional universe. God was a giant star, he received his life review. In the end he came back and became a
minister, but not really a self righteous kind. Very compassionate. Never mind the accounts of those born blind and children.
The accounts of actual dying patients in hospitals, where even hospital staff along with family members have witnessed phenomenom such as angels, the
persons deceased and even long deceased family members waiting to receive them (who were not zapped by a force field and forced to reincarnate).
My own experience of my grandfather and a romantic friend who make me aware that they watch over me from time to time. And who are not zapped by a
field of energy.
While I believe all religions do a very poor job of expressing God, and rewrite Him/Her into the image of man, and attribute nonsense and human
violence and ugliness to Spirit, I have also, pretty much all my life, experienced feelings of Spirit and when that occurs you really want to leave
your body and join God, who never judges a single one. We are here to evolve. If we were a part of God always, and are eternal in a sense, which a
possibility, non-the-less in biological bodies, only temporarily forgetting anything, we gradually learn to evolve until we are capable of letting go
of inequality and greed and love strongly enough to sacrifice and give to others. That is the highest goal of any soul. Even the fallen ones will
experience this growth. When I attended Church I was the little kid who argued with the priest and told him God is everything and loves everyone, and
we are all growing by realizing injustice stinks, and nothing will be lost, not even the devil. God isn't going to lose a part of Herself, thats
nonsense. Its scarey down here, but we are assured of our growth non-the-less. Good guy roles and bad guy roles all lead to the advancement of
everyone. I wouldn't receive first communion until I was told he didn't know if anyone would really be condemned for all eternity and that was how
it really worked.
These aren't things little kids think of on their own. It was a knowledge I have always had. And I do remember a past life in bits, one that took
place eons ago, and no, I'm never going to share it on a board. It shocked me when I recalled it, and was aware that I was looking through a tunnel
of such enormous time, but it felt to my soul as though I was remembering something from my teenage years. I was shocked for hours over the time
thing. In my own family, most don't believe me, but I know it was real, memories are memories. They don't resemble anything else. And once a wall
breaks theres no going back on it, you just move on a little more surprised at life.
Now I have read that greys have soul collectors, and have read accounts of soul transfers amongst black op disclosures. So the entire idea that they
are trying to make people afraid of going into the light, and are lying to try and capture a few more souls makes sense. By the account, the et was
a doll, like in an anime, and therefore was inhabited by a demon I suppose. Unless they did away with bodies and all became machines in the end. But
then that means they are in a sense demonized, as they have not returned to God for further assignments.
All I know is the light isn't a trick, especially if it appears after you call out to God for help if something has attempted to enslave your
I don't have a conventional view of religion as I felt drawn to Christianity, because when I was 10ish I felt the presence of Spirit in the words I
was reading, and I love Jesus. But, i didn't feel the presence in many of the words, so even then I was aware that it was very badly tainted by
human values. All my life, I have been more gnostic and have gone in mind and thought where inspired to go.
My own view point is of course very subjective, but this book isnt credentialled in any way. Since I believe strongly someone lied, then who? The
author probably, but if the et, then greys really are jerks!