reply to post by jasonjnelson
I don't think you're weird btw
I'm only 19, but I've felt disconnected from people nearly all my life, except when I was a kid. In high school I was always one of those people in
the middle group, not popular, but not on the other side of the spectrum either.
I guess why I feel disconnected is I feel I'm too nice and most people don't care to be nice to people they don't know. I'm always nice and I care
about people I don't even know, but it feels as if everyone else is in it for themselves and worrying about celebrities and all that pop culture
Don't get me wrong though, I'm normal in the sense that I still know what's happening with Britney Spears and that Angelina Jolie is having twins.
But I don't worship any celebrities or feel the need to look like a movie star in order to have worth.
Everything just seems so trivial! It feels like someone who has a lot of money in their wallet who knows they should probably check to make sure their
money is alright or move it to a safe place, and a thief is about to steal it. But the person doesn't notice because they're watching a puppet show
or circus or something. And they won't look away because they might miss what happens next, when it doesn't matter as much as being stolen from!
Like I said, everything just seems so trivial! And no one cares! They could be watching the news and see something about people in need and maybe they
feel bad or something, but then something comes on next about Britney Spears or something. And they completely forget about the story on the people in
I only have a few close friends, and I love them, but I definitely feel as if I'm on a completely different wavelength to them. They have different
interests to me, and none of them are interested in alternative topics. Although, my sister will sometimes talk with me about some stuff, thank
I kinda feel like Neo too, sometimes I think "why did I take the red pill?!"
. But then I think to myself, I'd rather know the truth than not.
And even if no one else wants to care, I like caring and will continue to do so, it's just apart of who I am. And even if no one else wants to do the
right thing, I like doing the right and I will continue to do so. Sometimes it's hard though, to do the right thing. But then I remind myself, it's
the right thing to do and it's what needs to be done, so why shouldn't I do it? What makes me so special that I feel I shouldn't do the right
thing, you know?
And yeah I've become more open minded since joining this site. Some things are still hard to understand, but I try. I came here because after awhile
of watching Stargate SG-1, I kept thinking, "what if it's real??". You know, like what if aliens really are real and all that. So I went looking
and found this site and here I am
Originally posted by jasonjnelson
reply to post by justamomma
I don't know. Somethings up in the world, and I feel anxious, waiting for my role.
That's how I feel. For some reason I feel like I'm waiting for something. But I don't know what.
[edit on 13/7/2008 by Sparkly_Eyed777]