reply to post by Anti-Tyrant
I understand what you are saying...
but how can you explain the MASSIVE deja vu, where it doesn't only feel like you've done this before.... but it feels like you've always been doing
this into infinity?
Whenever I get this feeling, it's like I can picture the same moment repeating over and over again into this infinite never-ending spiral.... YES
like a fractal.
The sense of dread is what really gets me, because it's like in that instant, I know what I really don't ever want to know.
Are we stuck in this loop until we "get it right", perhaps?
I feel like reality has snapped and that I'm actually in a psychotic version of Hell, where it all seems fine, until the dreadful realization hits
you that "Oh... I get it.... this is Hell."
I hope it is just a warning. Sometimes it seems that way. The last time I had deja vu before this episode I have been referring to was even more
massive. Reality did snap for a minute or so. It seemed like it was a warning. I was in the presence of some unscrupulous characters, pretending to be
my friends again... and I wasn't sure I was comfortable with them being around... and then that happened, and I freaked out and forced them to leave.
One of those people tried to kill me twice (don't ask), and the other one is this girl that sleeps around a lot, regardless of who she hurts.
I've broken contact with them since then. It was just too heavy to ignore.
Turns out I was right about what I thought they were doing together.
I guess the feeling that comes with deja vu is also important as to how you respond to it. I don't think you should ever ignore them just because
scientists are trying to cover their asses about something they can't explain... something so much bigger than their small slice of "knowledge",
that they couldn't really be called experts anymore.