Im sorry guys but its sad that you are so wasteful.
Heres what my income is like.
i just cashed my monthly check for 800$.
My rent is 615 $. That leaves me with 185$.
Electric. 80 $. ive got 105$ left.
Internet/Phone 60$. 55 left...
Food. 400$ +
Now im 300+ in debt on my discover card.
Car insurance. 75$ . Credit card agian.
Car repairs? Cant afford it. So i pray to god my car doesnt break.
Dental work? I do need my wisdom teeth removed, 4 years ago!
Still cant afford to get them taken out. Constant pain.
medical bills? I was in the hospital last week. I guess i cant afford that either.
I have a wife and 2 kids btw that im paying for also.
Diapers / clothing / etc
Credit card or we dont get new cloths basically.
I am wearing shoes that are 10years old. The rubber has fallen off the bottom years ago. So guess what? I wont get new shoes for the rest of my life
If i buy any shoes, its for my daughter or son. Not for me.
My kids get most of their clothing from family members (presents/handmedowns)
I cant afford to drink a single beer. Ever.
I owe HSBC 3000 $ for a computer i bought 4 years ago for 1000$.
Ive paid them over 2000 $ since i bought it, but since i missed a payment once, the intrest rate is over 20% now. They want a payment of 700 $ a month
now. Like i can ever pay that off HAH!
No they wont lower the intrest, no they wont give me any breaks.
Ya im basically oweing 5000$ on my 1000$ 4year old computer. Thats the biggest mistake i ever made in my life.
My bank account Showed -275$ yesterday. If i deposited my check of 800$ in there, i would be able to afford even my monthly rent (and i live in the
So i had to open a new bank account at a different bank just to stay afloat one more month. I cant imagine the hell in store for me next month. I
would commit suicide but i have 2 kids depending on me to love them and keep them alive. So ill stay alive and fight for them. I am my childrens only
hope , and i Plan to give them happiness.
You wanna know how i cope? I just pretend this is all a nightmare. And that ill wake up soon. And life will be like it was 10years ago.
I couldnt even list all the debt and expensives i collected just to make it by.
We eat ramen noodles almost every day. Or Rice. Oh well, its actually pretty tasty with some veggies. If i can afford them.
I can afford to eat out (at burger king) maybe once a month. ON credit card of course. 15$ is super expensive to feed my family, so its a little treat
as rare as it is.
My credit rating is prolly worthless now. Ive reached my limits.
Next month i wont be able to afford food. Thank GOD i stocked up on canned food. I may have a month's supply stashed. THANK GOD.
In 60 days, its almost a certainty My two kids wife and I will live in our small cramped car.
I cant even afford to fix it. The engine light has been on two months now. Oh well, i just pray and hope.
Theres nothing i can really do about it.
My registration sticker ran out 2 years ago, i cant afford a new one (its not free and id rather have dinner tonite)
My inspection sticker ran out 2 years ago. Id fail inspection anyways and need 400-600$ in car work . Oh well...thats how life works.
I am probably going to jail over this parking ticket my wife got for me while she took one of the kids to Hospital 2months ago. I cant afford to pay
25$ to them. I have Negative Money. They dont accept that.
They send a letter and gave me 60days to pay it or ill go to jail for it.
That was 2 weeks ago.
Jail for a parking ticket? Man i hate this stupid world lol. So greedy.
How do i Cope? I just remind myself - MONEY is worthless. Material things are worthless.
I have my kids and my wife. Thats all i need. If they have a roof over their head tomorrow and some rice to eat, thats all we need.
I cant get on welfare/food stamps because they say "Prove your income."
I show them my bank statement and they say "You could have secret bank accounts"
I show them my income statements, and they say "You could have secret incomes"
SO i get rejected for assistance. Dont even dare tell me to go apply for welfare for the 5th time. It just wont happen, they dont accept me even with
my income of -1000$ a month.
And all these charity groups everywhere, but none of them give anything to poor people like me. Thats why i spit on charity organizations. They are
Frauds IMO. Ive never seen any of them give anything to ppl who have nothing. Even the food banks are empty now.
All the while, the elite have billions and billions of dollars. I bet they are living well.
I fight with my wife everyday. What do u expect me to be in a good mood?
No im angery 24/7. I yell. I scream. It solves nothing. I do feel better tho after i get it off my chest.
Im Screwed. Plain and simple. And theres No way out. They say i need to work at least 20years to work my way up the corporate ladder. By then ill have
starved to death tho. LOL
Anyways...Ill stop my rant.
I cope by ignoring bill collectors or telling them to go to hell basically.
I dare them to sue me. They wont get anything. Ever. Id never have anything to give.
So i dont have any hope. I love america but i hate these corporations for ruining it.
People say "If you dont like America move somewhere else!" OH YEA? It costs at LEAST 4000 $ to move to canada retard. Give me the 4000$ and ill
gladly get the hell out of this hellhole. By the way ill need you to pay for my passport too!
I WILL ADD :::: I am happy being alive and thankful for what i still have left. Dont get me wrong. I LOVE AMERICA . I just hate nazi corporations for
[edit on 2-7-2008 by muzzleflash]