posted on Jun, 29 2008 @ 12:56 AM
Do Not Release This Post
I'm quite sure I am the last person on Earth you want to hear from, IF you even get this message. But I thought I'd try to send it any way.
I'm going to tell you what has been going on, despite the fact that you do not want to know, or hear from me for whatever reasons you may have.
I have no one at all I can trust anymore. So what have I to lose by telling you more?
I have made 2 attempts to escape this situation, both have failed. I cant get away, I cant go anywhere without someone watching, or knowing where I
am. I first tested this days ago at a remote location, as soon as I made it about 200 yards from the road and was in heavy brush two men on ATVs
showed up... Go figure?
I made a trip from southern California to Lincoln Nebraska, then Kansas City then back... The whole time I was followed, I wonder if they think I
don't know that they can use my cell phone to track me? (They = Feds)
I know the only reason I am alive right now is in part because there has been this kind of monitoring going on. But really... they need to back the #
off and let me go now.
The stress is really getting to me, I have had moments where I have stopped and been throwing up blood, twice at rest areas on this last trip. I was
later involved in an incident with another truck in Aurora Colorado, there was damage... But the police did not file a report. The company I work now
for will take care of the damages.. So I keep on going for now... what else can I do?
For the record, my personal car has been broken into and searched, my assigned rig and some of the trailers have been broken into and searched, the
locks picked at my home when no one was there, personal belongings gone through and some items removed, or missing. I had keys to the company office
where I work, one copy is missing now... All of this, at least as far as I know for now done without ANY kind of legal warrants.
There is no way in hell they will find what they are looking for... I have done everything in I can to secure and protect the evidence I have. The
only way I will ever give it up is when I know I can 100% trust the right people with ALL of it.
For the record, NO ONE has it now... I have taken care of that, so there is no need in going after people I know, or people they may suspect have had
access to any of it... The one person who did have it, has been "shut up" I don't know for sure what that means, but it is what I was told.
Every attempt I have made to send anything to you has failed... At first I thought this was because of you all... But now I know what has happened.. I
wish there was some way I could send you something and know that you or the RIGHT people would get it.. What have you got to lose by helping me do
that? If you are interested in helping me with this, please try to find a way to let me know... SOON.
Before long I will be changing jobs... Once this happens there will be no going back for me. I will have NO choice at that point, THEY will be my
I suppose either you don't believe me, or think I am crazy... Perhaps you simply do not want to get involved... But for all I have done at ATS, for
all I have shared... Have I not at least earned the chance to prove this to you, so that YOU all (the only ones I can trust now) could possibly help
me do the right things here?
It's not like I'll send you everything, just enough for you to understand what is going on, to see without doubt what you are unable to understand
or believe now... Then possibly you will be willing to help me figure out what to do with the rest of it.
For now, the KALCN are convinced I am on their side and that I have cooperated fully with them, I have even been given cash... And a job opportunity
driving exclusively for them... I'm not sure how long this cozy situation will last.. Also, I am not sure how much longer I can deal with the stress
of ALL of this.. So the sooner I get help here the better.
I know... when this is over I'll likely be sent to prison... I can deal with that as long as I have done everything I can to bring down the
organization with me first.. But I need help with this.
In the end... if there is no help, this all goes away, is covered up, THE END! is that really what you want to see happen here?
Some people have lost their lives over this... Some are threatened.. Government officials and agents are involved, something has GOT to be done here.
This cannot be let go, or swept under the rug.
Give me a chance, help me if you can. Please.