posted on Jun, 20 2008 @ 01:19 PM
Here is a brief writing of one of my experiences:
December 21, 2007
They let me remember. I was lying in bed on my back, arms lain down straight into my boxers. If you imagine someone watching football, comfortably,
with his hands resting down his pants, you would have close to the same image. I remember trying to speak but I do not remember what I was trying to
say. Nothing came out. This was the trigger. I knew I had felt this before. I remember feeling this before, long ago, at the Ridge Blvd. house I
grew up in. This feeling triggered me into a complete awakened state.
My remembrance comes back in full force. Not of past experiences, but of this one. He was bedside to the right of me. I say he, though there is
absolutely no reason for me to say this save that that is what I felt. I could see his head, though it was blacked out in shadow. I believe that was
on purpose. His head just extended over bedside which made him about 4 feet tall. My breathing was extremely hard and fast. I was scared, but not
in a fearful way. More of a feeling of anxiety, you know, experiencing something so completely foreign to your life it will naturally make your body
react in a ‘what the hell is going on?’ type reaction. I was as curious as I was alarmed. That is a good word, alarmed. He ran his hand over my
chest area up over my forehead maybe two times with one finger extended. I was consciously thinking to myself that I needed to control my rapid and
intense breathing. My breathing started slowing.
There were 3 others walking at the foot of the bed, heading towards my wife's side. I could not follow what they did because I could not move my
head, only my eyes.
My thoughts at the time: Accept this, what’s happening. I have experienced so much in this life; consider this just another of these many
experiences. Remember this occurrence and think about how fulfilled my life has been. They are finally letting me remember...
These were not his words, but mine. I believe I almost smiled, though my pulse was racing. Yes I was scared #less, but this would be considered a
normal reaction to any stranger in my bedroom at night looking me over. Even if it was a human I would be scared out of my mind. I do not believe it
is them 'invoking' fear into you, it seems a natural response.
I wondered if he would place comfort in my mind. I feel that he didn’t but I was getting calmer. When I adjusted and slowed down the anxiety, the
motion of his finger went to my forehead and began doing circular motions instead.
I became confused. I was extremely groggy, but I was determined to remember as much about the night as I could. I lay there in bed, hands stuffed
down in my boxers, and waited for the vibrations to subside, all the while enjoying them immensely.
Two minutes later… I don’t know… Maybe twenty minutes later, I heard my oldest daughter (she’s four and eleven months) talking with someone.
She was very excited and not bothered in the least bit. I smiled and thought, they are making sure I remember. I contemplated going into her bedroom,
but I could barely keep my eyes open. Energy still surged through my body but I was having problems keeping my eyes open, much less trying to walk.
I reached over and felt my beautiful wife lying next to me. She will be my anchor.
My daughter soon quieted down and fell asleep again.
Remember. Remember. Remember. Do not fall asleep until you go over every detail of this experience you can, as many times as you can, until the
alarm goes off and my wife wakes up.
There you have it. They came 2 other times after this incident.