Hi anonymous. To be on the safe side, maybe you should get yourself fully checked out by a physician just to make sure there's nothing physically
wrong. I myself, should do likewise.
Thanks for sharing your experiences, they are certainly interesting to read about. As for the geometric eye patterns. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I
assume everyone gets the coloured geometric shapes that you talk about. If you close your eyes tighter than normal or place your palms over your eyes
you should be able to see all kinds of patterns. When I do it, I get black & white, checkboard patterns swirling about, which then changes after a
period of time to all sorts of bizarre coloured patterns. I don't think it's anything to worry about.
After my second OBE, a lot of bizarre things started to happen. For about a month I had the same recurring dream that were truly terrifying. As soon
as I fell asleep, I would find my self surrounded by these phantom like shadow people who seemed to have the ability to magnify your fears ten fold.
I've seen them mentioned before, in some of the OBE threads on ATS. These dreams brought about insomnia, where I was barely getting any sleep. As
soon as I fell asleep, they were there waiting like parasites to attack me. I'm not religious, but after a month of these awful dreams, I found
myself crying out to Jesus and GOD to help me. Then all of a sudden I felt myself become enveloped by energy that felt absolutely amazing and
overpowering. I went from being truly terrified to feeling completely invincible and can recall shouting at these things to leave me alone and at the
same time I was mocking them. Thankfully that was the end of that recurring dream and one thing I've realised since that experience, is that
nightmares no longer bother me. I now just laugh them off and go back to sleep.
In regards to your bedroom visitations, I'm just as uninformed as you are. I did have one experience that I would possibly describe as a bedroom
visitation. It happened not long after I had my second OBE. I wonder if all these experiences are connected somehow.
I was lying in bed and woke up and checked the clock on my video to see what time it was. I saw it was 3.00am and turned back around to face the wall
and go back to sleep. About 5 minutes later I instinctively felt a presence in the room. I then heard a voice that seemed to be coming from inside my
head. This voice bizarrely told me not to worry and don't turn around. I then immediately felt myself enveloped in what I can only describes as some
sort of energy, that felt truly amazing. It was the same type of energy I felt during my NDE and dream.
While all this was going on, my first instinct was to turn around and see what the heck was standing behind me, so I struggled about and managed to
break free from a slight paralysis, only to see that there was nothing there. Well after about 5 minutes, I more or less convinced myself that I had
simply been dreaming and decided to go back to sleep. The time was now about 3.15am.
As soon as my head hit the pillow, I heard the same male sounding voice again, but this time it seemed annoyed and raised it's voice saying "You
weren't supposed to turn around". I can remember arguing with this thing saying, "why I'm I not allowed to see you". I then felt myself again
being paralysed and felt the same energy envelop my entire body and again I struggled to break free and confront whatever it was that was standing
behind me. After about 1 minute I managed to break free and quickly turned around to see what was there, but again there was nothing there. I checked
my video and the time was now 3.30am.
At this point, I jumped out of bed and turned the light on and basically spent the next 30 minutes trying to convince myself that I must of been
dreaming, but it couldn't of been a dream, because I'm sure I was awake during the entire experience. I've had dreams before where you think
you're awake but you're not and I instinctively knew afterwards that it was a dream, but this just felt so real.
At the time, because of the feel good factor of this energy I was enveloped in, I saw it as a positive experience, but now I'm not so sure, as my
health has took a turn for the worst and I have lost the ability to even meditate like I used too and I just feel like my energy is being drained all
the time. Now I've been having total body vibrations for the last year. Just like you, I'm none the wiser to what it all means and what's
happening. Even so, if I could turn back the clock, I wouldn't. These spiritual experiences have completely changed my outlook on the meaning of life
and there's definitely more to this reality than meets the eye.
I think maybe your experience about the car was probably just a dream. I really don't know what to make of your other experiences and vibrations. In
that respect, I'm in the same boat as you. What can I say except, what doesn't break you, only makes you stronger. Try and stay positive.
[edit on 12-7-2008 by kindred]