upset of a normal routine by way of irreversible social quandary is always a heart pounding experience that, more often than not, results in
the best efforts put forth.
I think maybe it's because we're all stuck in a very stilted cycle and any sort of different course is a true godsend
I am also fascinated because I see this attitude in myself. The poster who said some seem to wish for it to disrupt a stale cycle;I think hits the
nail right on the head.
I think it might be part of the human psyche that we need some upheavel in order to feel a purpose in life. I know myself I have been asking since I
was a teenager " Why am I here?" Even though the scietific part of my brain says " You are just a coincidental mix of cells" my probably non
exsistant soul screams " You are special, just wait untill you save your family with your knowledge of survival issues after the big collapse.."
In the past more people may have had that ened fulfilled because their knowledge, actions, ect, really DID make a life and death difference in their
In the end though I think personaly I just have this gut feeling that something is in the works, but I thougth that around 2000 too so go figure.