I know what you mean. I've been dealing with I think two of these enities for about 20 years now. I have one that is very forceful and at time causes
me great pain. The other is more 'loving' though I am no fool. He likes to hold on to me and not let me go. It does feel good and he makes me feel
safe..(all lies). I found this out when I prayed to God during one of my attacks. I was used to the first being violent but not him. The sensation of
pain I get is squeezing in my side or sharp pains in my thighs and spine. I have finally decided to seek help. My friend has a pastor who drives
demons out and will also bless the house. I'm sick and tired myself. They drain me and leave me constantly exhausted. I've seen doctors to try and
explain my exhaustion and they told me I'm in perfect health. That's how I kew something was wrong and looked some things up on the internet.
That's how I found out about the incubus. Tricky little devils they are. I tell you, some of the best sex I've ever had. Now that I'm older, I
resist because I know it's evil. The thing that scares me is the more I resist, the more pain I'm subjected to. I'm awake when it happens but
paralized. I hate that I climax...but it's like I can't control it. My 'Demons' are narssicstic and if I climax or forget a scripture, they laugh.
It makes me feel so lousy. I have a question for you before I go..do they speak to you? And if so is it in a language that's not english or any other
language you know but you can still understand them? I'm sorry you're going through this, I know it sucks. Jus keep your faith in God as will I ad
good luck to you!reply to post by Anonymous ATS


