Originally posted by curious7
The one question I always had was, would a male victim of this feel raped in the way I imagine or what? Because to feel that from a physical presence
would be frightening enough but an unseen force.....can't imagine how bad it may be.
I'm over 50 and had a sex spirit with me all my life and began interaction around 1979 but only became aware of her in 2008. Sound confusing? My
account can be found here.
I've been on a quest of information since 2008 and have been researching this almost every day to one degree or another. I've posted my account in a
few general paranormal websites and quite a few people (Maybe a couple dozen) have written me with very similar experiences, both men and women. I'm
also part of a dedicated research community about this topic.
I've come to beleive there are a multitude type of spirits. Like people, their personalities can be very, very good and helpful to us. They benefit
and enrich our lives. There are others who are exactly opposite. They are destroyers and what we stereotypically call demonic. Like people, most of
their personalities are suited somewhere inbetween.
Based on the dozens of people I've discussed this with who has or had actual experience (Vs hearsay) only a tiny segment have problems and reject.
Maybe 1 out of 30 or so. These are those who've had this "Just happen" without any apparent cause. They were chosen for what ever reason they choose
one over another.
Most of those experiencing problems in this situation had originally accepted the attention of the spirit and returned the attention back to them, but
then later changed their mind and rejected him or her. I have never heard of a case of them actually hurting a person but they can make our life
The vast majority accept the attention. The experience is simply not describable. The relationship is almost never exclusively about sex but develop a
personal closeness which is not obtanable any other way. It is simply the most beautiful thing which could ever be.
There are some who try to get one of these beings by a kind of ritual, usually by appealing to a lower being (Demon) by an apparent contract. Their
experience is almost always not as good as those who have been chosen by them. I don't know if there is any form of payment due to this lower being in
contract, when the contract may mature.
I've also came across a number of people who have attempted various rituals for this which had gone wrong and now have some malevolant "thing"
attached to them causing chaos.
The only effective measure to repel them have been complete rejection and not accept their attention to the point of denying they even exist. It is a
lot more difficult than one might think and usually becomes impossible after a period of time. I have not heard of any cleansing, no prayers or ritual
which have ever been effective against them. My theory is positive energy can't dispell positive energy, only negative.
I believe there are also a completely different kind of spiritual being of a much lower level. These are filled with hate and seem to have one goal in
their existance, and that is to harm people. They use any and all resources available to them including rape.
If a person's life is on a general downward spiral, full of depression, anxiety, hopelessness etc and being raped then this is likely one of these. I
assume since this type is made of negative energy the various cleansings work against them.
I personally believe the account by jlawson56 and like everyone else hope he is doing better and can give us a positive report. I don't think anyone
can say for sure what type of spirit he's dealing with. He hasn't said if his life is in general order or if it's in disarray. I have more information
for him if he checks back- or anyone else experiencing this. Just send me a note firstname.lastname@example.org
don't send me requests for ritual information. I don't know the rituals.
edit on 28-1-2011 by FormerlyConfused because: of dang spellin erors