Sleep paralysis is the simplist "rational" explanation for your ordeals, however, as you stated, this doesn't explain your encounter in the alcove
I'm with you in the sence that i don't believe in gods and devils etc, but just because we don't believe in them, it doesn't mean they arn't
there. Also you can't prove something doesn't exist, you can only say it's extremely unlikely.
I have used the ouija board quite a lot of times, and even tried to summon a succubus/succubi (the female version of your incubus/incubi)... Lets just
say a sex demoness seemed very appealing to me at the time. However, nothing ever happened (sadly)
I don't believe finding faith in catholics would help you, i mean you say you arn't religeous, yet when things turn bad, you're willing to have
Now don't get me wrong, i'm not some freak, satan worshiper or anything, i'm a normal guy who enjoys surfing and extreme sports, but have a more
than average interest in the paranormal... so here's my advice [and remember it's only good advice if you take it
You say this all started with the ouija board... then i do believe that's what you need in order to end it. It may be a scary thought, but it can't
be worse than what you're experiencing already right?
Get out the ouija board again (alone or with a friend) and fight fire with fire. If you have a demon/incubi attacking/raping you then purely giving
you advice on my readings of religeous texts, you have 2 choices....
1) Through god, ask St. Michael for help. He is an angelic warrior famous from paintings and art as been depicted with sword, helmet and shield ready
to strike down evil/demons. Apparently, if you're having problems with bad things... he's your guy.
2) Ask Satan to help rid yourself of this incubi. Before that freaks you out, Satanism isn't about demons and sacrifices and the like, that's just
christianitys scare mongering and a silly stereotype, like not all witches are butt ugly and ride a broom stick. Satan isn't some red horned devil,
he is a fallen angel, long blonde hair, handsome and white wings?
Or if dealing with satan freaks you out a bit still, ask the ouija board for Lilith. She is the queen of the succubus and also known as the
"Princess of hell" She was Adams 1st wife before eve. However, she questioned that if she was equal to adam she should sometimes be on top during
sex... adam refused so she denied him sex and she was cast out by god and taken in by satan. But she was the 1st succubi and if i remember correctly,
all succubus and incubus are decended from her. So if anyone can rid you of this incubi, it's her.
I mean Satan was a fallen angel just for questioning gods will and Lilith was cast of for wanting equality, to be honest they dont sem such a bad
bunch when you look at it that way.
Well that's my advice on it all. As i said, the above is my advice going by religeous texts, and not my beliefs. Hope it all works out for you.