posted on May, 29 2008 @ 04:56 PM
This is something thats been bothering me for a while now 'how long do we have?'.......
...I feel we dont have long left, i think things are slowly getting worse, so slow we may not even notice, but what ive noticed is this world isnt a
very nice place to live at the moment (when looking at the bigger picture) and its showing no signs of getting better.
..My problem is, im 25, with an almost 8 yr old son.... now i like to think im quite intelligent, and i like the fact that im 'awake' to whats
really going on, and im glad that i have ats for all this info....BUT i know i do not have the strength, mentality and endurance of what might be
needed if/when situation x occurs... i try to save food, buy buying a little extra each week, and i love all the survival/ camping gear you can
get..... but in reality i know i would be useless with this stuff and thats what is scaring me.....
...Reality is, that id be facing situation x alone, id be vunerable and terrified for the welfare of my son....
So im still trying to figure out what i need to read or research in order to better my chances.... survival kits seem expensive, as a single person
with only one income, id have to resort to getting lots of loans and maxing out the credit cards!.....so if im honest, i keep putting things off such
as stockpiling etc, unfortunately i know thats the worst thing to do because situation x could slap me in the face very soon..... and id be guilty of
knowing it was coming, but not doing anything because of money limitations etc...... or do i get in debt to prepare for what may or may not come?
As you see, im in a bit of a no-win situation!