Does anyone feel like they are constantly waiting?, page 2

reply to post by interestedalways

It is a personal problem, but i did point out that there may be some coincidential properties, so i might as well carry out your request out of simple good-natured positivity.

It is my belief that from an early age, i have been earmarked by fellow students who attended my high school at that time as being a stooge - they have never once made this aware to me, and it is my perception that they have masterminded (for lack of a better word) most of the calamities that have befallen me in the years after my high school education.

Nowadays i'm under the perspective that there are individuals involved who are unaware of even this basic truth.

Most probably, It's because i was always so reclusive - a so-called "easy target".

I always found it strange why they would do this, because i didn't harbour any ill-feeling towards them, and i eventually figured they were just a bunch of bored teenagers with nothing better to do.

Anyway, at this moment in time i'm simply waiting for them to either get on with their lives and find something more interesting, which there is many millions of things on this earth which are more interesting than myself, or to get serious and reveal themselves, so at the very least we can have some finality over the issue.

But other than that, life goes on.

I don't let it get to me, but i do acknowledge it's a fairly major part of my social existence, even if i do reject it.

It helps to have a memory capable of remembering remarkably small details when it comes to things like this, because otherwise i'd probably go insane trying to figure out why the world not only seems to be watching me, but messing about with my head.

Of course - At the end of the day i might be wrong, and it's actually just my closest buddy feeding off the entertainment he can provide to others merely because of my calm and complacent nature.

But ultimately, i do feel as if i am waiting for a similar thing to every other person who has posted in this topic.

We are all waiting for finality over a certain issue or subject - there is no NWO or conspiracy-related agenda here, only our own individual problems, and our desire to acheive finality or progress with them.

Of course, an NWO agenda could be seen as an individual problem, if you get my meaning.

Apologies for shoving so much information in your face, i doubt you welcomed it.