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Originally posted by sickofitall2012
Of course I continue on every day with my earthly duties and routines that seem to fill the time as I wait. I'm not sure if my soul is waiting for an event or just anticipating my next level of existence. The older I get, the more I find myself feeling trapped in this yucky,gooey biological body. I have this sensation that I'm beyond this human existence, bound to the earth by this unseen force, and my soul is reaching for something more. There are times that I feel alien in my own body, I look in the mirror and don't recognize me.
Originally posted by Blueangel7
I have been waiting for the rapture for many years now! I always have that "anxious", waiting type of feeling, sometimes it's very intense. I'm sort of going through the "what does it all mean" kind of thing! Sometimes, I feel like, "What was it all about, anyway?" Sometimes, I think I should move away from the city, start a veggie garden, buy a cave, and learn some survival techniques. Not sure why, it's a feeling that I have. At times, I have an overwhelming ominous feeling that I can't shake, like just before Hurricane Katrina. I just knew that something bad was going to happen, but I wasn't sure what it was!