Originally posted by MemoryShock
And for the record...I came up with my Dream Subliminal thread based on my own experience and consideration...
You strike me as someone whom is curious, fortis...and perhaps the years I have patiently waited for have not been in vain...
ah heck i wasnt going to post this, im more than curriose.
nly groups that were at least respectfull and understanding are fellow vets.
yet due to secrecy laws and such, the could say nothing either way other than paper work in the works.
others well if they are not active or whatever ive found most are a bit offensive,
the only vets not active or whatever that are respectfull and understanding are also those in worse condition than i am.
also funny most of them are army, the ones doing well and jamming me up tend to be mainly Marines, now why is that.
thing is i know why.
this and seems that identy of who i am has been a bit confussing,,,,,,,,,,as in who or what my name was when active, not remember at least 13-17 years
have gone by since even those that knew me in person saw me last in active duty, maybe not my real name but those that would recognize me.
So now imagine if a few were toughted and thought to be me, or were put in my place as a coverup because they couldnt find me nore my name.
funny predicament i would say,,,,,,,,,,,,,imagine being MIA in your own country.
thing is ive even said the name i went by, yet for some reason some want me to be one of two others, they cant fathom that i survived and made it
out.
long story, not realy, its just kinda like those people that survived the towers in a stair well and around it the rest of the building was down.
but instead of falling building imagine min of 50,000 armed men that would like nothing more than to kill an american.
now imagine that his story on how he got out, how he thought he was going to die on a dirt street from exhaustion, going to hard for to long.
but his story of being medivaced out by gues who(marine's),,,,,,,that is why no army record of it,,,,,,,,,,compartmentalization is a bummer sometimes
and can get cofusing,,,,,,,,,,but it has answerd questions about another investigation into who was selling some of our boys out to cartels and drug
lords for either hits or to recrute, set up, entrap, etc type stuff, which was a compartment of the MK-ultra programs.
now here is why its so difficult.
comartmentalization works against you to when both opposing sides use the same compartments on occasion or have links, or are just plainthe same
compartment and use for that time until time comes to connect the seprately built compartments into a network of sorts.
and because of all this secrecy stopping it is near impossible, even proving it to some higher ups the importance of a unit to deal with such things
and fund it properly is near impossible, but due to 73 and the chruch hearings some monacer of a unit or at least one person has been at the task.
the problem is similar to other crimes, until they are in the act of commiting it can you catch them or even prove a crime ever happend, and that time
is when they go operational, or start to connect there networks, the window of oppurtunity for success and failure are a bit differnt but
coincide/parrelel time frame before and after is my secret,.
so here it is 17 years after they put there ball in play, just like the KGB defector said, 20 years for one part of the operation, then the other time
frames come quiker,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,good thing i started going at it hard around 2002.
my amnesia lifted a bit at times before but due to events of 911 as well as other events i went on auto pilot a bit as well as instincualy
operational,,,,,,,,,,the term sleaper doesnot aply,,,,,,,,,,,,,more like at times my mind would compartmentalize to such a point that my operational
sections only came through subconciesly,,,,,,,,,,,,,,im stil not well yet.
and at times i worry should i just remain silent, then i think who are the ones that tell me to shut my mouth and threaten me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,what clout
do they have,,,,,,,,,,,,locals as well as gangsters and other such groups including of course acces to law enforcement,,,,,,,,,,maybe both legal and
on the take i dont know................Then i know that remaining sillent and maintaining operational silence is what they are counting on so as to
accomplish there goals,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,there problem is there muscle, finaces, foot soldiers and such are people that have been and are
compartmentalized as in social science kinda stuff,,,,,,,,,,,,,for example.
a drug addict doesnt associate with many official types in an open way,,,,,,,,,and when they do they are carefull to copartmentalize there freinds and
such,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,how often do you see a bartender just hanging out with a DA or judge,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,so just by subculture provides them
opurtunity to devide and concur comunitys and use certain elements to cause problems for some and for others worse, and the enemy uses gangs and
police for there dirty work by manipulations and such.
basicly excatly what the Term Mind Influencing is.
So believe me when i say ive had to hold my ground with some very seriouse people, some were freinds,,,,,,,,,,,and because of the lies and
manipulations,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,the mind influencing as well as social influencing, and dont forget remote influencing but then there is the posh
Remote veiwing,,,,,,,,,,,,,but me my story includes goats persay,,,,,,,,,,,,,seems allot ofmy stuff is publishe for me a few years after i begin to
remember the subject matter, not the memories but the information and some training come to for front before the memorie's
and that is the funny
part, reason is simple especialy when i show them my pic on cell phone, so that is when i know that they want to know what proof i have of there
involvement in a pedo and human trafficing ring. 
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