Hey soldier of darkness, this will sound weird.

About 15 years ago, I was possesed while I was half asleep by a being of pure white light, it kind of looked like the shape of a mango seed, a pointy head and pointy where the feet would be, I was possesed breifly until I yelled out no, I didn't yell out to christ or god- I just yelled NO. At that point the possesion ceased, my brother in law witnessed the event, all he saw was my curtain in my room in a horizontal position with me lying on the bed looking out the window yelling "NO".

Ever since then, if I focus my mind on anything sometimes it happens, this might be something simple like turning on a light. If I practice focusing my will it becomes second nature to turn a light on/off with my mind. I've focused my mind on levitation a few times but once I'm off the ground, I'm amazed and my concentration breaks then I fall, I've even levitated myself and the bed I was lying on. I've tried to control the will of others but it hasn't worked thus far. I think if I ever decided to be an occultist I'd excel in my abilities.

Anyway I've looked up my experience on the internet, its been described by others as an event called a "Walk in". This is where an entity takes possesion of your body, in some cases bestowing knowledge upon the person in other cases where the person taken possesion of is dying (ie of cancer or some other terminal illness) that person is completely possesed with a new consciousness and is bestowed knowledge of curing their illness. Weird huh

So tell me dark one, what are your thoughts on this.

Name withheld in case you try to hunt me down to sacrifice me in order to steal my power.

Just a little question:

I've got into sigils a little of late, in a law of attraction way, and was wondering what you would recommend as the most efficient technique.


Also, do sigils have anything to do with spirits? If so, please tell all you know!

What is your take on spirits keep coming to me asking me to come with them, but I know they are with the dark side.

Originally posted by The Soldier Of Darkness
I did this with a smooth rock i found on the beach...a while ago i had a streak of bad luck, my car had gotten broken into 5 times in a year, so i took that stone, and i meditated upon it, and invoked the power and protection of my mind and my gods into that stone, and i made that stone, a stone for protection for my car, i have not been in one accident a few "extremely near accidents" but i managed to just just avoid it, and my car has not been broken in to once, i never take the stone out of my car.

Well, thats a fancy way of describing an idol, or what would be considered an idol under Judeo-Christian points of view anyways.

See, my God assists me without a talisman, without a stone. I was just delivered from receiving multiple felonies the other day, i prayed after i was handcuffed and sat down on my driveway surrounded by cops. It was some BS entrapment, a plain clothes detective came alongside my fence while i was on my back porch with my sister and her friend, who, unknowingly (to me) had a detention order against her. She had a pipe, sees the guy, drops it into my lap and bolts into the house. I think, derr .. this is my neighbor, but once he said can i talk to you, once me and my sis got halfway to him, he flashed his badge, and i had the stupid thing in my pocket.

I said, "Can i go into my house and get my mother?" as we were calmly having a conversation, i had already told him i lived there and didnt know the girl, and my sister had already told him that yes, thats the name of the girl. So he refuses me entry into my own home while on my own property so i could trash the stupid thing, then gets it off me 5 mins later during a search, apparently for weapons but he didnt tell me why he was even searching me. Anyway, let me get to the point here. I just knew they were going to rip my room apart and find every little possible illegal thing i may or may not have had in there. Lets just say after I prayed, that my room was left untouched; they found her and just gave me a summons for possession, a 1st offense misdemeanor, and im going to fight it too, they violated my rights. I wont keep going w/the story, but they were insulting me and berrating me like crazy the entire time i was on the ground indian style cuffed. Stuff like, "we'd better search the freezer for body parts, this guy might be on some Jeffry Dahmer &%$", and .. "you look like Freddy Keurger man!" because my sweater was red. And also, "im not taking him in the back of my car, hes probably got fleas, he'll have to ride in the trunk or something..", to name a few.

Anyways, not trying to derail the thread, just giving the story before i get U2U's and replies asking for details on how i "was done wrong". But, as i sat there cuffed, i just knew my life was over. But then i recalled reading about Paul being saved by God, an Angel technically, and freed from his bonds when the Romans or Jews or someone had imprisoned him early on in his witness. So i prayed. All i said to myself was, "God please deliver me", like 3 times to myself, and looked to the clouds. And i was delivered.. NO TALISMAN NEEDED.

And I still have faith .. i was delivered from that, and in due time, perhaps i will be delivered from this erroneous charge too. Again, no idols or stones needed. I strongly believe that I was saved, they brought a freaking K-9 into my house to find the girl, and didnt even search my room at all.

Don't get me wrong, im not dissing, just giving the opposite point of view, believe it or not, I respect your right to Occultism. My opinion on it does not matter, so why should I even share, if only to .. show opposition? Well, i am not opposing anyone, and so .. was just showing how idols arent always necessary.

Aren't there any kind of karmic debts you would have to pay for, the way you do things? No offense meant, Its an honest curious question. Of course, I guess you'd have to believe in karma, but what about the law of threefold? I guess that only applies to Wicca, but... nevertheless. Are these aspects incorporated into your workings?

Have sent you U2U about that technique. Hope that was what you meant by private.

Another little question, where would you say is the best place to start occult practices? What is the most accessible technique, meaning results compared to time invested?

There's also many examples of Occultism, or "sorcery" in the Bible. Old and New Testaments. There were the magicians of the Pharaoh, who had Magic abilities .. but Moshi (Moses) had more power, because he was channeling Yahweh, the supreme deity, who created the other "Gods" or .. "spirits".

And in the New Testament, Simon Magus, a wizard .. but not of God, anyone know the story?

And the stories surrounding King Solomon capturing "Demons" to build the temple for him, and practicing Magic and Idolatry into his old age. At which point he fell from grace due to his Idolatry and Adultery. But thats the side story, the official biblical version bears no mention of the demons bit.

I guess what I am saying is, in my opinion, Occultism is working with these .. lesser entities, that have more malicious motives, stuff like anger, revenge, downright sinister evil like want to kill as many and ruin as many as possible, there are those that feed off of psychic energy, or mental distress, so they make pitfalls for you, to become distressed. I am just saying you can still practice channeling and .. relying upon a deity, but if you go with the Most High(!), you don't have to worry about being destroyed in the process. Because even the Occultist admits, you have to give up some of your own psyche and let them work within you. That is .. the lightest and brightest way to put it.