posted on May, 22 2008 @ 05:54 PM
I'm a pretty nice guy, I have the ability to love just about anyone, but I've lost the ability to love a woman in a husband wife, boyfriend
girlfriend, romantic sorta way. I still love women, but I love them the same way I love men, I just don't have it in me to be in a romantic
relationship with them anymore, my heart is hardened I guess you could say. I have rather fragile emotions and I've had my heart stepped on by
several women that I loved a heck of a whole lot. The girl that finally drove the last nail in my heart's coffin is Angela, she's the reason why I
started to bleed internally ( imoved away and the bleeding stopped). I knew her for a long time and I fell in love with her over the years, we have so
much in common and common goals in life that we could help each other reach. She rejected me, but told me she still loves me and wants to still be
friends, this hurt me so much I don't even want to be friends with her anymore. We would be perfect for each other, but it takes two in that game.
All women want is sex and money, they don't care about what's inside of the guy's heart. If your good looking enough you can be the biggest jerk in
the world and women will flock to you, you can also buy any woman you want too. I've never seen any women that really care about who the guy is
instead of what they can get (sex and/or money). All I want is a woman who love God with all her heart, doesn't care about haveing lots of stuff,
wants to live poor, but give richly, wants to put a roof over someones head, a meal in there belly and hope in there heart, someone who is a freind to
the friendless. I don't want some whore who wants everyones attention or wants to have things or money or popularity. There are people in need and
all women think about is pleasuring themselves with having here men buy them junk all the time, none of the want to feed starving kids in Africa, or
dig a well or put a roof over someones head or talk to that weirdo everyone avoids. No, women want to be popular, adored, orshipped.
could care less that there are children dying everyday because they have no shelter or food or someone to help them or clean water to drink. I love
people, but I can't stand women, they make me sick
. They are selfish and care nothing about others.
They care nothing about me, no women love me, I treat them with the same care I do for men, but they don't want to be anything more.
Why do I have to be so alone?