hi folks
due to john q's kind advice i am introducing myself.
well it isn.t easy to introduce oneself, coz you never know what ppl are interested to hear.
so feel free to ask what ever you like. and i try to answer
basic data:
i am female, single parent and work as independent media designer and graphic designer in germany. i live together with my 11 yo son and 2 male cats!
i got no partner so far
i am vegetarian, for a couple of years i lived vegan, but unfortunately i fall back
my name is helen, but on board i would love to be called by my nick!
my interests are:
getting in touch with new people, talk to them, trave, listen to music, dancing, meeting friends, sewing, painting, playing my guitar, the internet
of course.
why am i here:
i found this place because of the message that rob williams was talking about his sightings
well, but than i strolled around a bit and was very interested in the discussions of your guys
i am bound to some other boards and sometimes people there just like to give statements and that's for them. but here you really think about the
subjects and i must admit, i love that
when i used to live with the father of my son, i got in touch with several spiritual concepts.
when i say futheron i know i mean, it is my truth my knowledge, if anybody got different feelings / knowledge about it, i would be happy to talk
about
i know that we are all one,
i know that i am a spiritual being who owns a body not as it was told during my catholic education that i got a soul (which occured to me like owing a
handbag
)
i know that i have lived before this life, but nevertheless i am scared of dieing coz i might / will lose all my memories. sure i know on a certain
level i won.t lose them but it so hard to recover them
when i was a young girl i was highly fancied by egyptian culture, i read everything about it.
and i am still interested in new datas about that culture.
i read a lot of that german/swiss author
erich von däniken
some things always sounded to good to be true, others to much invented.
but since then i keep asking questions. i try to use my brain. i am lookind for answers. most of all: if it is just the homework of my son, the way of
thinking of other humans, ufo sightings or OBE - i try to understand.
i wanna understand.
maybe my mind is sometimes to open - but i can.t bear the thought if it would be closed.
i got not much experiences in the esoteric or paranormal field.
the few i can recall are some OBE, which i can easily reproduce by meditation. being really calm for a while, just concentrate on myself or better on
nothing - just BE!
then i get the feeling that i become very big, very wide - image i have is the mushroom cloud after an atomic explosion. there is still a connection
to my body but I by myself get out, gain much more space above the body
i can.t recall if my senses functionate better no idea
other experiences are: telepathic connection with my son. while being in hospital after his birth i was at the nursing room where all the babies slept
at night 1 or 2 minutes before he started physically to scream
telepathic connection to my older cat whom i met when he was about 5 hours old
living in a terrasse house with the father of my child the cat was allowed to go out. i never knew when he would come back home but most times i
didn.t need to call him, all of a sudden i knew he was in front of the door, or while being in bed he sent me a dream that he was outside in the
garden, i woke up went downstairs and opened the door.
hope it doesn.t sound to silly
don.t wanna be boring.
biggest cognition of my live:
I am
hugs and love
orange-light
[edit on 22-5-2008 by orange-light]
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