posted on May, 20 2008 @ 06:39 AM
to the OP..... yes im worried and have been for years now... when i first started to research all things regarding 2012, government conspiracies etc,
i had a complete mindset shift.... everything that used to seem important or significant, no longer did..... for example my degree, i didnt see the
point of it no more.... why was i spending 4 years studying when i could be out enjoying my last few years! i went from being very ambitious to not
having any ambition at all, other than to find the truth..... its a hard thing to grasp, all the infomation on ats is alot to process in one go, some
nights my brain feels like its burnt out trying to process all this stuff!
I still have a different mindset, im convinced these next 4 years will be life changing and tough for everyone... and ill be honest, i gave up my
degree... and planning on doing some travelling, getting lots of loans
and going to have a good time whilst i can..... if 2012 passes and we
dont go through war, nuclear war, planet x, staged alien invasions etc etc.... then i wont care that im in huge debt, without a degree bla bla cos ill
be alive!.... and ill start afresh!
Ironically, im much happier now, than when i was unaware of the state of the world... i think accepting the 'end' maybe upon us, is very very
liberating in a strange way...