posted on Feb, 3 2011 @ 02:25 PM
I think you have touched my heart to the fullest my friend!
I am currently 27 years old, and you guys are the only ones I can tell this. It ain't anything special but it was my very personal experience so
pleas bear with me. I am no native english speaker, but please hear my words.
You know if I would tell this my friends, I am called crazy, my parent's dont believe me so it got lost over a period of time.
When I was younger, I was once left in a shopping center when I was around 8-9 years old. Suddenly all lights went off and I was very very afraid of
the dark, only in the past years I could recover but I was very afraid of the dark.
I had nightmares of people without a head, but kinda like a stick looking out of the middle of the chest, something like a lego man without a head. I
had dreams over and over that my parents got kidnapped by this entitity and I was afraid of saving my parents due to the "unreal" looks of that
I was left in the Shopping Centre for a good hour or so till my Mum realized I was there and the Security found me. During this time I saw all the
Toys moving their heads towards me and talking to me. I was afraid and tried to run away, but I have been followed.
There were clowns etc of it and I was pursued till the lights went on. The funny part was...that some of the Toys were scattered across the Shopping
Centre, and I was asked why I did this.
I answered I have been followed by them, but no one believed me.
I got then into UFO's and Aliens and I was amazed by the Stars ever since watching my first Science Fiction movies. I bought books from a Author
which I can't remember the name of, but it was like a grey cover with a UFO on it and had a lot of different stories of abductions and pictures of
There was a Story of a Couple, a bit older..got abducted and black man were then there to make them quiet, they were not humans...they were glowing a
bit. The Man in Black's.
As I read through the Book and I got my first Telescope to look at the moon, I came on a page which scarred me so much that I jumped off and I threw
the book away, my body was pulsing and vibrating.
My Mum asked if I was ok and I said I was afraid of that Picture.
She Threw then the book away and destroyed it and told me NOT to look at this bull**** stuff again, it ain't true she said.
Well.....I was afraid of the Dark and always of People with big eyes. My friends scare me if they open their Eyes wide open, I don't know why.
I wanted to know what it looks like..so I boroughed the "famous" book from the library and went to that page again....Then I looked at it again...I
was afraid..these eyes..not the body but these eyes...omg.
I looked and starred at it for over 10 minutes...I was impressed by that being and hopefully I could meet one of them once..I know I may be afraid but
I would do my very best.
Since I am afraid of the night..I have on the opposite side of my bed where the Door is a light next to the door. So my Bed was facing through my
The Part where my head is on the pillow is slightly elevated, because I did not like to sleep straight, I wanted to see the whole room in the dark.
I got so interested into this beings I prayed for them...I prayed to meet them one day. Each Day I was dreaming to hopefully make first contact.
I was then around 14-15 years old and one night, I did not look into my books from those aliens at all.
I was pretty upset and unhappy...something was not right with me....my mum could not understand me, no one could...I couldn't either.
I prepared myself to get to bed. I plugged my light in which is a white light bulb. I wished everyone a good night and closed my door, shut the
windows and hoped into my bed.
I was thinking a lot and looking at my roof( top of the wall) and studied around explanations. I was not feeling tyred.
I was looking at the wall and I then said to myself: "C'mon give it up, it ain't true!"
On this very special moment, I decided to sleep and as I put my head down the roof and looked straight through my
room.........................jeez....................shock......shock......what? is? that!?
At the end of my room next to the white light was standing a white looking thing. It was looking at me and I was shocked by it's head and eyes. It
was small and for that few seconds I looked at it, I could not determine a mouth, but I saw hands and the feet...I then just put the whole blanket
over the top of my head and I started to get cramps all over my body.
Sweating outbreak started to commence...I was worried what would happen if it takes the blanked away from me......I don't know for how long I was
under my blanket..I then said...well I push the blanket away and run through it and open the door...but what if that thing stands next to me and
waiting for me to lift my blanket???
It was those Oval sideways shaped eyes..they looked so dead, pitch black..like no life in it...that was afraid me the most..
I then put the blanket away slightly...and I looked if there was a massive head next to me....it wasn't...I push the blanket away and nothing was
there...but for 1 thing.
There were marks on my ground from the feet moving towards my bed and having such a position that it is right standing in front of my bed and looking
I never told this my mum...but the same night...something or someone told me....don't be afraid.
After time passed, I forgot about this alien stuff and never spoke about anything again. But in Switzerland we rarely get anything at all, no
Yes we are a neutral country, but also for them?
I am not that afraid of the dark anymore as I used to be..but I know I missed a chance..I missed something, and if I ever could turn back time, I
would prepare myself.
If anyone out there has contact with them, or could have. Please let them know that I want to get another try, I want another chance! I want to know
they are really really real!
I write this on a AlienWare Laptop with a massive Alien Head on it, I still live in the same place as I did few years back till the 1st of April, then
I am going to move to my very own apartment for the first time...I live there alone.
I still Believe it was real, because the foot steps on the ground and something funny on my blanket is not just like that!
I share the opinion with the OP, but I want to know more,and I want to know them!
Is it so hard ?
This is my Story. sorry it is so long, but I needed to get into it...I can't fully express it...but it was different then anything I have experienced
before, and I want to experience it again, longer and closer.