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MY first reply/post ever here on the abovetopsecret website although i have been a visitor for many years. I remember when i first came to this website in 2002 during highschool when i downloaded a pdf file from kazaa thinking it was a chess strategies book, it was a book on how your mind could control microwaves and how to unlock your powers that one had.
I had to post today because i think something is going on in the world im not sure what it is , there is lots and lots of confusion but latley i have been feeling like the ground is shaking and i hear extra wood or sheetrock cracking from within my walls, however no earthquakes in the area where i live.
I have an ap that lets me know when an earthquake hits , around the time i check a decent size earthquake hits on the other parts of the world that we are hearing latley. chile, indonesia, alaska , california, mexico. like others that have posted i too feel like im off balance like if i jet lag.
My instinct tells me something is happening , but that we have time to change it , by doing what we have turned our backs against. what we have come to ignore, hate , reject. i believe its the human feeling of Love.
I feel like its my fault , i made a promise to God several years ago that if he helped my get out of a personal horrible situation that i would give my life for him, I prayed and cryed like i never had. And so i began to focus on God and life and being optimistic and it felt great.
However , I slowly left from going to church and having him in my heart .... to the (you can say ) Darkside once more. I know i have been placed here by him because of the great event that is coming or change but i was supposed to be on the other side and instead I got caught playing for the wrong team because I wanted to be .... what most people on this earth call "normal" .
Its like when i went to the darkside i realized that there was good in this world and bad. i realized by experimenting with drugs and altered states that one realizes that theres more to life than just the so called normal. Im sorry to talk and type on it just seems that I realize what the # is going and i have the ability to change it and it is in my power (i think) but i also feel like i just woke up from the matrix and see the real world..
i feel like the character cypher that if i could go back and choose reality of the matrix i would choose the matrix. however im beyond that now. IM ready to do what im here to do and wake up as many people as i can and ask God for forgiveness and pray that he doesnt end this world because there is still good in people .
well anyways i feel like everything thats happening is from one thing. we have the tools technology , intelligence , love to fix this world and free us from this evilness. im sorry if post is a litle mixed however i was in a rush and couldnt get everything out correctly.
Type: Earthquake 11 hours ago Magnitude: 2.1 DateTime: Saturday April 28 2012, 02:36:08 UTC Region: southeastern Missouri Depth: 5.1 km Source: USGS Feed