posted on Mar, 18 2011 @ 07:58 PM
It is so weird right now. I have been doing my own research this past week as I still feel really odd about all of the pre cog stuff from last week.
So, I sent e-mails out to all of my family and friends.
(note- right ear started ringing like crazy as I am writing this)
Every single person I know in my life right now falls into one of two categories. Either super lethargic, or sick, or depressed, or a combination of
any or all of those feelings.
Or on the other side, these people are running on auto-matic, absolutely stressed beyond belief, but having tremendous, almost fantastical
I fall into this latter group. For example, my step daughter and two boys were all sick, home from school the entire week (so, the first group). I
work from home, so this was insane for me in itself having to take care of three of them, but at the same time, I just had my best week with (and most
amount of) work....ever. Also going on, has been non-stop reading of about 20 additional threads that I was not reading last week, plus every MSM
outlet, and Earth news related agency possible regarding Japan, Arkansas, the Sun, weather, and a number of other hot-button issues that I am
Zero sleep, tremendous stress from my kids (I hate seeing them in pain, THE worst feeling in the world), amazing (super lucractive and total career
enhancing, yeah for me!) business week, and fear-inspiring global events and insomnia from ATS monitor glare.
And while all of this is going on, constant and very direct physical and meta-physcial occurrences happening to me, or around me, non-stop, all week
long. Ear ringing, not only me, but my kids as well (but in their cases, it might be their colds in all fairness, cause I am at heart, a debunker),
watching my dog have a very rough week of extreme high's and low's emotionally, dreams that I don't even want to get into except to say that every
single one was from the persepctive of watching the ground roll and blow from a massive EQ,
(note- ear ringing still going on, has gone up and down a few times, but is for the most part just a steady ring, as if I got hit semi-hard in the
I have seen crows doing the most extraordinary things. I have had squirells sitting next to me on my porch in 60 F weather when it should be 30 here
where I live (and I am not sure which of those two things is weirder). I have seen bits of rainbows and very odd clouds, not counting more chem trails
than I have ever seen in my life.
But most importantly, beyond all of these things....I feel it in my heart. I believe with everything I am that right now, we are on a balance beam
this weekend (probably Sunday). That there is a very strong chance for some type of major life-altering event to affect all of our lives. I hope and
pray that nothing happens this weekend, but my heart, guts, and instincts are screaming at me that something major is about to happen. I also
strongly believe that if nothing happens, then we escaped by taking the right step on the balance beam. It means to me, and I can not back this up,
it is just my belief, that if we somehow luck out this weekend, that we are all going to be safe for a while. Maybe months, maybe years, but right
now, we are at the crossroads of....something.
It is like we are at the brink, and the push to send us screaming over the edge has a chance to happen right now. If not, we get to move back from
the edge a few feet.
It just seems that there are so many things going on right now, that Mother Earth is screaming to those of us who can listen to pay attention, closer
than we ever have.
The pressure is building inside of my heart, and of the 53 people that wrote back to me this week, it was bout 50-50 between the two groups of
'downers' and 'automatic-pilot warriors'. And of those two groups, it was about 10% who had any feeling of impending doom.
But every single person was either drained and down, or charged with a really weird and strong energy.
It helped me a lot by learning that I had some friends and family that I did not know that I could talk to about this kind of feelings. It's nice to
have another network of good people, besides those here on ATS, that understand what I am describing. I recommend reaching out neutrally to anyone
you can, and trying this. My first e-mail was just asking what everyone thought about Japan. Of those that wrote back, I responded with a few more
direct questions, like what do you feel about this, and how has it affected your week, besides just asking how they were feeling in general. Very
simple, and very netural.
I am a debunker by nature and as a successful businees person, an army veteran and proud father, I believe that I have a very practical and sensible
mind. But right now, my heart and soul are telling my mind to piss off!
Ear is still ringing.
Stay safe, good luck, trust your heart, keep you SHTF bag nearby (pack an extra pair of socks), and I will pray with everything in my heart that we
can laugh about this together next week!