Hi and hello to all.
I am so glad to have found this thread. I was afraid I was going to have to create a thread to find out about others if search failed me. I must say
thank you to Puterman who posted a link to here on the Arkansas EQ thread.
First off, I am a perfectly healthy 30 y.o., as my physical and blood work showed just last week. (Visit was not related to anything to do with this
I am going to relate nearly in its entirety what happened to me recently. Sorry it's long, but I promise it won't be a wall of text.
Wednesday night, I went to bed with the completely random thought popping into my mind saying over and over, “It's coming, It's coming.” And my
entire body was vibrating and with pin prick tingles all over.
Thursday night, I went out jogging. I'd felt anxious all day, but couldn't decipher why. About 15 minutes into it, the center of my chest began
burning intensely. Very pinpoint sharp. I thought, dang I shouldn't have had coffee before running. I remembered that I had coffee before running on
Monday and it had no effect. I kept trying to clear the sensation by HUHing very loud. I slowed my already crawling pace and realized, it wasn't the
coffee or my heart. It just was. At forty minutes into it, I felt like I was one of a multitude of people running. It felt as though I was surrounded
by people running. My adrenaline picked up. I let go of the feeling and finished my run.
Now, I am going to break to add that I have had sensations of things before, like the 2004 tsunami and the year before that the earthquake in Iran.
You can read about it on this thread
if you like. The reason I mention this here is
that I can tell when a sensation is from my body or from outside influences.
Back to Thursday. After the jog, I had to do some cooking. As I was doing it, I felt more and more nauseous. I kept telling my husband “I feel
sick.” He would ask what it was, but I could pinpoint anything other than feeling ill. And the burning came back in my chest. He was worried but I
told him that it wasn't me. (We've been through this before, so he knows my lingo) I repeated over and over. I feel sick. Gee, I feel worse. Gah, I
don't feel good, etc”
When we laid down to sleep, I had the most intense heart palpitations I have ever felt in my life. It felt like my chest was going to shake apart.
The feeling would stop for a few seconds and start back up. Now at this point I knew something was going on, but I didn't know what. I told hubby
what was happening and he was worried my exercise was killing me. I told him it was OK, and to listen to my heart which sounded steady as a drum. Then
I told him, palpitations probably mean an earthquake.
We went to sleep, but it was restless for me. We woke up to the Japan quake. My husband checked the timing and says it was spot on.
Well, to continue the story (as if it wasn't enough), the next day I would surge with that “sick” feeling. At different times I would either
vibrate or have tremors. At one point I went from a warm feeling to an OMG I am on fire sensation. That evening (Sat.) after closing up at work, I
began to feel disconnected and like my consciousness was blowing (like the wind) out the back of my own head. This was a completely new feeling. There
was also serious ringing in my ears. I kept a log the rest of the evening as to my sensations. The burning tight center came back. It kept pulsing
and moving from mid abdomen to throat to center chest. It also had a weird stirring spiraling feel to it. And hyperventilation. (I didn't actually
hyperventilate, it just feels like I am. Odd, no?) I told my mother in law and all we could think was volcano. She checked the times later and it was
when the first reactor blew. Although now that I think about it didn't a volcano erupt in Japan, too?
Now today, I have had off and on pulse headaches. That sick feeling, and a lot of ear ringing (and the heartbeat in ears). More than ever before. As I
write this I have a sharp needle pain behind my ears. Particularly my right one. I felt really ill until about 9:45 ish tonight. Now I feel tight and
vibratey (if that's not a word it is now) with some serious ear ringing. And my heart is tightening. (I promise I am healthy)
Geez louise, I have written a novel. I am sorry for that, but I really needed to get this out. My gut says, poop is still to hit the fan in the major
scheme of things, but I really hope my gut is wrong. It's not like it isn't bad enough, and if you disagree with that statement, you aren't paying
May peace and love and light and truth shine through you