posted on May, 19 2008 @ 01:02 PM
I already went over what I would say to Authorities in worse case scenario, before I spent 2 nights looking for somewhere to originally post my
arrival thread. It is not a crime to gather knowledge or opinion about something that is not proven. Trying to imagine how this could be possible when
my first person account is mostly circumstantial and my word of events. Doctors and therapists simply denying it based on mental health system was
never rewarding or enough. I know with the whole "telepathy" thing might have hurt case or how my writings are perceived just 2 seperate posts by 2
different people said this was literal and true, and I saw what may or not have been implications to my past and it got me thinking.
I fit pieces of a puzzle or concept together to get out of the dark of being left behind by generation and amnesia. If it might look legit or possibly
be feasible I try to build on that if not I clear the table start over. I wanted to bring this to some sort of conclusion, real or my life with
questions unresolved and ran with those questions.
If police and/or doctors interogate me about this about graduation, well it would be extremely likely for someone to have video or photos can you show
me tangible proof? Describe your "problem" with music, well I have a persecution complex and from 2002-2005 when I would talk to doctors about this
their "help" was finding out what was wrong in my head. It might fit after some events following columbine, if they thought I had motives of all
glory and no sacrifice. Do you hallucinate other peoples conversations because they say they never said this, NO I dont how is that even possible
while they are in front of me moving their lips I hear something different. Well there are camera surveillance and other people around at hospitals,
do you trust this person or these people because it takes 5 for legal definition of conspiracy, will they take legit lie detector tests or go to court
or are they just playing sherades again.
I just figured if this isnt real go on with life stop considering possibility of school covering up and blaming me for mass hysteria, helping life
sentence to occur, then being exploited in music, then email possibly disproving reality I was subjected to and connected to government for almost 6
years as special operations or double agent or prisoner of war, then crazy money everwhere except for me and I might be prostitute, and locked on
floor and coerced to be a tila tequila like sexual host of pyramid scheme to make money.
Did anyone see SNL 2 days ago? Heard John McCain say " it would cost too much money millions for FBI or gov. for jamming Gay-dar and the federal
government has decided its up to state or local gov.s to block. Was he sarcastic or making a joke? Did anyone else see this cause I think I was
waaaaaay off as to understanding what he meant. Stephen Colbert said to Jon Stewart "I will still be your friend even though you have a closet
homosexual evil jihhadist stupid baby" when introducing his show at end of his one time. And one time that "this guy might be going to jail, and
have you seen this guy he has got a memory like a goldfish, his term wouldnt be so bad realizing where he is every 10 minutes but due to all publicity
case got he probaly wouldnt last first night". Also the day I was drinking missed episode got led into city over the night, I ripped up my health
insuance renewal and saw yesterdays episode. Said in it "check your mail tommorrow, sorry kid I did the best I can to help" or something like that I
know how it sounds . Air date was Nov 5-8th of 2006 and the rest I think was from 2006-07 season, all this happened I am not making this up and
probably footage somewhere. Hillary Clinton said on CNN and I think Newsday did article about her saying to boycott or stop watching completely
Stephen's Colbert Report (I think in spring of 2007).
[edit on 19-5-2008 by P. O. W.]