posted on May, 12 2008 @ 03:42 PM
This post is how I was and how the mind cam be manipulated, distorted, or not trust itself without concrete physical evidence (I'll try to keep this
short). I was having 2 years of stressed out and panic attacks and this resulted in a nervous breakdown cause I was coping with drugs. At the end of
over 2 years I thought the TV was sending me subliminals ( encoded language, passive aggressive, sarcasm, symbolism, behaviors, non verbal signals or
movements, ect.) less than a week, I just opened self up to possibility. I was institutionalized and 1st morning I met roomate he told me he was me,
had longer hair in ponytail camoflague t-shirt and facial hair similiar to mine. I attached signifigance who everyone their resembled people I used to
know. Heard at lunch a guy said Planet of the Apes, and fruit or vegetable other time that stuck out. Patient 2 rooms down was walking towards
building at 7:00 when I was brushing teeth so I went to her room she wasnt there and pictures of seedling plant named "john doe". Last of 14 days
guy who serves me last meal couldve been twin or double of friend who committed suicide.
Similiar things happened for 3 months till normallcy or comfortable and at ease around people not feeling like I got to pull everything apart to find
a deeper meaning. And was gone for over 2 years , I would still check out of habit just wasnt returned till some people started to maybe show it. Then
I didnt really suspect anything for next 20 months then some people most of the people around last 18 months would really reinforce being connected to
me or knowing something about me.
I believe possible set-up or kept in dark on purpose to mess with me. This post was supposed to to delve into types of mind control where it goes
without enough info. to function properly, for me a possiblity of 2 truths dually running throughout last 7 years neither proven beyond a reasonable
doubt, and how people and speech and the enviroment can affect people.
The government used to feed people acid in the dark with sounds at times. It can be comprehended how fragile the mind can be in some states with
illness, drugs, hypnosis, too much stimulus, too much stress or other influences (ex. sleeper ceels, repetition of powerful cerebral drugs, politics
and/or hysteria, literal mind control through telepathy, aliens, circuitry in future, or things we cant comprehend). I have been getting really bad
chronic migraines and disturbing dreams and considered 2 posts might have been people who know me ( Formlessness1999 and Mabus ) cause the way they
were worded I assumed one way it was read was propaganda towards me. Threw up this idea of projection, remote viewing / telepathy through TV, people
hearing someone elses thoughts and I know I shouldnt but cant help thinking does that have anything to do with my sometimes severe chronic headaches
that started over 13 months ago and strange events more than a year.