reply to post by yourrolemodel
While they were attempting to establish contact with me, I saw vivid flashes of their faces. It wasn't just an image though, there was a feeling.
Coldness, unearthliness, beyond that it defies description. I'll tell you though, every single hair stood on end INSTANTLY when these flashes hit me.
The frequency of these flashes was about 10 minutes at first, rapidly increasing over twenty minutes.
Before they overflew me, while they were scouting the perimeter of the field, is when they created what I am going to call a "telepathic bridge." A
link from the alien's mind to my own.
Yourrolemodel, they were manipulating me. Planting suggestions by triggering my desires. My desires are attached to many images and words. All they
had to do was "pluck the strings" so to speak. I could feel them "plucking" away! causing me to think of all my desires; sexual, material,
intellectual, spiritual. They knew exactly what they were doing and they did it with astounding ease. Each desire was definitely "pushed" forward
(not by me), and then offered to me as a gift. I had to turn down each one in turn---one-by-one. Some gave me pause, they could tell... but I refused
in the end. I broke the link finally by shouting repeatedly aloud (in no particular order) "NO!"; "I will not cooperate!"; "I refuse!"; "You
can't buy me off!"; "You can't break me."
I'm not religious but I also said a few prayers aloud at this time.
I thought they might kill me.
They flew right over my head without stopping (that I know of), just like I said.
They were trying to break my will, that's all I know. I knew it then. Friendly humans don't do that kind of thing to eachother, so, I guessed they
I have no more idea why they contacted me than an ant has of being put under a magnifying glass. I don't know what drove them. I don't think of
myself as any more or less special than anyone else. I think it happens to other people, I want to know why they contacted me too. I could've been in
the wrong place at the wrong time. I truly don't know, that's why I'm here on ATS.
[edit on 21-5-2008 by telepath]