posted on May, 6 2008 @ 06:54 PM
I owe you the people of this website an apology and the author an amends, I read the 1st page of dialogue between form... and people and I wrote my
post. I just got on this post yesterday, and I have been sort of analyzing behavior of memories and prersent to find motives or hidden meaning, like a
detective for too long. And felt like you might have been playing me personally if not everyone. Ex, "1999", born in early 80s, matrix reference, so
called biblical attachments, possible surveilance, eminem fan or distorted you, and even the telepathy thing bothered me appearing on or getting
subliminals through your TV, so I ask do you know me or think you do, and enjoy these cryptic riddles on cyperspace. I have a persecution complex or
more like a history of being shunned by society. I know all too well that you dont want to be even considered impersonating or a possiblity of being a
soldier for either side or lie about it. One it is extremely blasfamous, Two if this wasnt the internet you would either get instituinalized or/and
hurt, and Three this will go down on your permanet record if you are religious. Six years almost I have been running from Marilyn Manson image I
thought got attached to me. You know what thats like the way people look at you judge you or the way you see yourself when those doubts used to come
around. You know Nostra Damus, !st antichrist Napoleon, 2nd Hitler and 3rd shows up in 1999 and attacks New York. I used to and still do have
nightmares about meeting the embodiment of Satan, possession or chosen and think unparalleled cruelty, hatred and disgust for anything pure or good
and just contempt for life. Also had ones where Gov. scanners would try to make my head explode or savagely out of control X man mutation of
uncontrollable telepathy 150 foot radius running through suburban jungle being hunted like an animal. Thats not the point though just hit too many
nerves, I dont know if I will be welcomed on this website or if anybody cares about my opinions, I just had to try. Dont contribute to making people
cynical towards new comers or proposterous sides of life. Or appear like a condesending charlettin and make us the victums of your joke. We are only
on this earth for a short time dont go to war or laugh at what you might consider weakness or funny by wasting peoples time with inane dodging. If you
are who you say you are can you prove it somehow beyond a reasonable doubt for me and everyone, 2 years oler than me and connected to one of the
christian gods should be easy if it were true. I just assumed that a religious figure here in present day earth would have some sort of greater
purpose or mission (armaggetton, helping peole, staying covert rather than leaving breadcrumbs for gov. or anybody who knows how to find you, ect.)
than toying with people online, I dont know I just read up to page 5 today. And just take a step back and examine all of lifes wonders people, animals
, nature, earth , solar system and all of existence and time and you are going to poke fun at a website that believes that covert conspiracies by
people with power and free will are a possibility. Just be happy that you are alive and young, 2 arms, 2 legs, 2 ears, 2 eyes and they all work .
Things could be so much worse , is this really what you want to be doing with whatever precious finitive time you have with your life? Dont turn to
the darkside my freind because you sound like you know better than me whats waiting for you for all of eternity.