Hey guys, I'm new here but I need some insight on my situation. Some crazy things things have been happening lately...but lets start out with some
I come from a Buddhist family, raised Buddhist and etc. I thought I knew it all but About 10 months ago I lived with my then girlfriend who was
catholic but renounced it all together. When I lived with her and dated her I felt as though the energy and my life force was being drained from
Eventually we broke up...she moved out and I the mighty Buddhist was lost...However I started to regain my energy and aura back.
I decided to expand spiritual reading towards Christian gospels as Buddhist text felt as though I was missing something. To my surprise, they started
to make sense and even Buddhist text became ever so clearer than ever. I found myself awakened and enlightened in a new sort of way. Never in my
life would I thought I would find such respect for Jesus and his teachings.
I finally decided to solidify my spiritual dedication I wanted to get a tattoo. Ironically, a good friend of mine recommended me to go to this new
tattoo shop called Satori...yeah what are the odds? I sat down with the owner/artist and told him what I wanted, something not from stencil but from
the vision I wanted to be...which was Jesus on my back and Buddha wrap around my rib caged on my left side. He was eager to do my tattoo...it was
like no one had ever made such a request.
So last week I went in and got the outline of Jesus on the cross on my back. This was my first tattoo, the pain was excruciating and I did my best to
meditate and accept the pain knowing it was only the flesh and of only the material world. Maybe imagining the pain Jesus had to accept when he was
on the cross was the closest thing I could do....all I know was that I felt like I was dying at certain moments.
When the artist got done with the 2 hour session, to my surprised he shaded and filled in the head of the Jesus along with the outline of him on the
cross. The artist himself even proud of his work...
Afterwards I felt different, something I couldn't explain...maybe it was the pain or whatever. However a couple days later I had a conversation with
a fellow co-worker who was deeply spiritual and I become to befriend due to my spiritual journey. I told him about the things I've come to learn and
become awakened and have the ability to be more sensitive to spiritual things. Then he asked of what things I have seen...
I told him I haven't seen anything yet, I've felt presences of spirits but that's it...then he told me about spirits that might even
scare....demons. He told me about them and how they can influence people and you can even see them. At first I wasn't sure what to think but I
Until I saw my first demon....I was out with my friends that evening...a guy who is a friend of a friend always tries to push my buttons. I don't
know why...he'll say a snotty remark or physically try to piss me off by touching my hair or something childishly obnoxious. We were eating pizza
and I was sitting with my friends and then he comes up behind me and starts [*mess]ing with my chair. The eventually starts messing with my hair.
For whatever reason...I got pissed off. I stood up and eventually punched him in the face and backed off.
However later at my friends house I apologized for my behavior, and he said it was okay he was asking for it or deserved it. Later I was outside on
the porch having a cigarette and he came out to talk....all of a sudden I saw the demon lurking behind him...a big chill shot down my spine...it was
the most intense feeling. I couldn't clearly make out the demon but I saw dark being. Once I saw the demon, it seemed to push this guy towards me
more. It was unbelieveable....I don't know why this happened...I haven't had a chance to talk to my co-worker about this...but I have a feeling
that strange behavior was the demon trying to get my attention...next post part 2
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[edit on 11/5/09 by masqua]