everybody is well acquainted with de ja vu (most likely misspelled, my bad) and other mind games that are unexplainable.
but what about remembering things that never happened? not thinking something could have happened, not thinking of what could have been, not
fantasizing, but actually having a memory of something so perfectly...and then someone telling you that it never happened.
heres a link:
the site describes it as "false memories" but for someone whom actually does this, its alot more than that. you begin to question everything,
everything good and bad, everything that has changed you or that youve done because of an event.
when people say you changed for no reason, but you changed because of blah blah blah, you begin to question whether that ACTUALLY happened or if its
all in your head.
daily conversations, walking through a hallway, looking at old photos, all of it becomes unreal. its not like, oh thats weird it never happened, and
thats the end of it. it changes everything.
take me for example, i dont have any memories. i remember things happening, i know things happened. but i have no memories. well, i have a few. lets
say i have 20 real rock solid memories. one by one, i realize that they never happened...he never hit me...i never went there...ive never been to new
orleans...she never died...i was never kidnapped...etc. etc. etc.
the strongest memories you have never happened.
does anyone have any explanation tot his other than creating false memories for an occasion?
because its freakin me out