posted on Apr, 13 2008 @ 12:57 PM
Ever since I can remember I have been amazed with anything to do with space or time or advanced things such as instant trasnsportation across space.
However things have been happening as of late that might suggest at a greater purpose, or maybe i'm just crazy. Within the past month i've felt that
there is something im supposed to be doing, something ment just for me and no one else. I dont know what that something is, but it is frustrating at
times. Now and then i'll find myself stopping in the middle of something and thinking that i was supposed to be doing something more important than
what i was doing, but cant remember what i was supposed to do.
Sometimes random violent or terrifying images will appear in my thought from no where. For example, when reading around here at ATS lastnight i got a
mental image of a creature's head manifesting itself from my screen and attacking me.
I've been developing a sence of empathy stronger than what i've ever noticed from anyone else. I've been finding myself feeling different emotions
for no apparent reason. The most overwhelming of the emotions is fear. It isnt my fear, rather i feel as if im experiancing someone elses fear. With
the fear comes along a sence of being watched over by an invisable being. I feel as if im in the same room with this being more and more frequently.
I thought of the possiblity that I've been developing paranoid schitzophrenia, but what doesnt make sence to me is that as far as ive been taught and
insane person doesnt question thier sanity.
If anyone can explain anything, or offer me advice as to what i should be doing, please do not hesitate to reply