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i see many airplanes go by in the sky, more than usual and i have a suspicion that they are just elites getting out of the earthquake zone
Originally posted by tomster
Hello I am a small 14 year old boy and i am also seeking some answers. i only read a couple of the posts on this thread. ever since i was very little i was also fascinated by the topic of UFOs and outer space. i always felt that i was different from others in a way that no one really understands my level of thinking and i was smarter than others in a different way but they never had a clue about it. i feel i understand people and why they do things but because i understand this no one understands what i do in response. i also used to be a very energetic kid that is always happy. i learned algebra in 4th grade without much difficulty. now i feel that my positive energy is being suppressed and i have been in a state of depression ever since 6th grade which was around 2 years ago for no absolute reason. i want to know why. right now im in 8th grade. only recently, last December, i was awoken by posts like these on the internet, but for some reason i felt i always knew the government was doing stuff like this to us. i didn't have much spiritual experiences or at least i don't remember them but when i heard about these alien conspiracies i was only in doubt for no more than 5 seconds because these things made sense to me very fast like a puzzle of why the world works this way. i also had many questions when i was younger of how the world works because it seemed unnatural to me of how systems here works. sometimes when i close my eyes i see a faint shadowing of a gray, in fact i wouldn't be surprised if in my past life i was one. i also have read visions of a huge earthquake in the west coast of america which i believe may happened, which is also where i live. i see many airplanes go by in the sky, more than usual and i have a suspicion that they are just elites getting out of the earthquake zone. i don't know what to do i can't just run away from my family and leave everyone to die. and i also want to know if anyone else has been depressed without a reason
Originally posted by tomster
i didn't mean i felt depressed after learning the truth, i just felt that something was suppressing me. and i literally see about 10 planes a day heading east where on a usual there are no planes a day
i haven't practiced meditation but im thinking about it
It wasn't always pleasent. I have had dark, depressing, obsessions as well. I have screamed in horror, and sorrow too, it didn't help. Most drugs are but a distraction, none are a cure, the way asprin helps a headache, but its still there. I learned alot from some, but it had to come from within to overcome, never from something outside myself. If you are scared by what you are seeing, take heart its only the 2nd act of the play where the heroes are in trouble, but they will make a spectacular recovery, just in time for the happy ending.
Please seek spiritual healing urgently and visualise a blue bubble all around you every day...you are a victem of a psychic attack. The blue is for healing. Ask angles of love truth and light to assist. Arch Angel Micheal will be more than happy to wrap his big blue wings around you if you ask in love truth and light! This will remove the black cloud hanging over your head attacking the chakra point thier!!