posted on Feb, 24 2004 @ 01:31 PM
Originally posted by happyk
i meant Jonna.... it stresses me out. every day,everywhere we're presented with this idealistic image of what love is. and that really makes me feel
Perhaps it is the nilhist in me, but I believe that in a sense we are always alone; we are always trapped in our shells unable to truly know anyone
else because in order to do so, you would have to experience everything through the way that their mind works.
As far as your question about my prior relationships, the major ones are as follows: 5 years (even engaged), 2 years (lived together), 8 months and
the current one is going on 3 years and she is always over my apartment. At the time I thought that every one of them was love, but looking back most
of the relationships that I have had were about empty lust, obsession or comfort. Of course I love my current gf and there is one other that I will
always love, not in an emotional sense but instead I love her because of the exceptional person that she is.
I think that I answered your question. If not feel free to reword it.
And the killing myself thing was a joke; I realize that the other would not be an exact copy as then I would just be in love with me and I am sure as
hell not sharing me with anyone.