Greys still scare the crap out of me, and i'm almost 25 LOL!
And this has been getting worse each year. It all started when i watched the movie Intruders when i was 10 years old. For a month i couldn't sleep
without being scared to death! ahaha!
But in the other hand, it brought me into the addiction of Ufology, i was 10 years old when i saw a UFO magazine and had an immediate reaction (Will
never forget that grey layed down on an cold surgery bed in the cover, yes it was the Roswell case.) and became addicted. Since then i got
compulsively addicted to it and everything related to UFO, Conspiracies, Secret Groups & Gov.
But always living in fear since those days. I just can't hear any strange suspicious noises at night or the feeling that something is around me and i
get scared. Heck, even when i think about then or see then in my head for a second i get scared and then i try to ignore the images in my head and
ignore the thoughts to make it go away.
I think i'm really screwed up beyond repair, and i won' make therapy to fix this because it would just f*ck my head even more (if there's one thing
i'm scared even more than greys, are psychiatric drugs and psychiatric therapy.)
My only hope is that someday contact happens and this scary images become replaced by an normal day to day interaction and living with these and all
kinds of races out there, benevolent or malevolent. This building pressure inside is killing me, it's not even more a matter of believing if they are
real or not, i'm just pissed that contact doesn't happen already! Be it a fake orchestrated contact by the manipulative sobs of this planet or the
real thing, this world is going down the pit, we need this! For the better or for the worst!
Sorry for the off and kinda-in topic, but i really felt like expressing this here.
EDIT: count me in for the cause!

we need this shocking fly over asap!
[edit on 5-4-2008 by Renan]