I used to share the room with my older brother so his bed was on the opposite wall. Im laying on my side in my bed facing him... and falling asleep, noise comes and cant breathe etc.. I can hear a fluttering sound, must be a bird, cant open my eyes to see, and its getting louder cause its coming close to my face, so Im scared thinking its going to claw my eyes out or something.
Gradually I can open my eyes, [note they arent really open - I know because when I do wake up I opened my eyes] the room is dark and I can just see this fuzzy form of a bird fluttering in front of my face. My eyes are drawn away from it to the far end of the room, suddenly this flood of yellow light starts to come up thru the cracks in the floorboards, if you can imagine like beams, board by board until my room was alight with yellow.. seemed like a Steven King film scene.
The room looks the same as usual.. my brother is asleep across the way.. Im still on my side... Im seeing it either in my mind/dreamy or 'thru my eyelids' real on another plane..... This is all happening fast too.
Now the room is alight faintly with light, Im drawn back to the bird which is now starting to move off and out the window. I could see that it was like an OWL. [see in the dark.. demon lillith related? illuminati ] ??? just plain enlightened symbol? ]
Im still fighting to breathe and move and shout my brother, I remember thinking I cant shout with my mouth closed. Eventually at the point of practically dying for breathe I managed to back up to the wall and sit upright with this force still pushing on my chest. [no Ive not actually moved]
Theres an orb of light now at the end of my bed, about my height in the air 5'10, beach ball size. I think it was like yellow in the center with red outside so a kinda orangey yellow orb... which Im presuming the force is coming from.
Well now Im just starting to get angry because I need to breathe and Ive had enough, my getting mad released the pressure and I lunged forward off the wall.. [cause in my mind/spirit I was pushing forward against the force] the whole atmosphere relaxed, and in the center of the orb I saw a face appear..... and it was ME... smiling...
Then I woke up, I flew off the side of the bed dragging the covers with me to go wake my brother. --- But I was still asleep!!! ---
Then I woke up for real!! [freaky] still on my side, almost falling out the bed with the covers
Well I laugh now, I was terrified.. but it meant something. And it stopped for years after that as if Id beaten it.
Maybe it was a test... Ive really no idea.
[edit on 25-4-2008 by P-a-r-a-d-o-X-2]


that infamous
'double slit' experiment has always stuck in my mind have you seen it? I think this has something to do with SP.. because of the watching
experience.. 