reply to post by Mr Green
Ok, I'll try my very best to explain this properly in English.
Imagine a "snake" at the bottom of your spine, full of sleeping energy, curled up a few times. The awakening is a form of selfrealisation. It brings
you insight in the Self and all that is. When all goes well, and all your chakra's are balanced, this can be a great spiritual experience, BUT when
they aren't balanced, it can be really dramatic. Especially when you're not grounded, it's a bad thing to try and awake this "snake" because then
the energy simply has no way to get out anymore. It just gets stuck (don't take this literallu) and it can even burn your nervesystem. So be very
I knew the Kundalini was awake, because I felt heavenly for around 24 hours, but afterwards I felt really, really awful, almost psychotic. There was
this huge string of energy, constantly rolling down my spine, which caused lack of balance because whenever I moved, I had this tingly sensation. I
experienced periodes of feeling really hot, almost boiling hot, so I spend weeks in bath, not constantly, but several times a day, for over an hour,
because I really couldn't take the heath. My muscles were behaving weird too, I was experiencing some kind of spasms in my hands, my legs,... So
fysically it was hard, but mentally it was even harder. I lost track of time, I was confused (way more confused than I normally am), but the saddest
thing is that I had felt so heavenly for about 24 hours (you can't compare it with any kind of joy...) that I felt absolutely awful when I was trying
to stop all the symptoms.
Me and my mate, we did it by Kundalinimeditation (I'm sure you can find information on the web, but I'm not puting it here because I really don't
want anyone to try it before being ready!). It took us about 4 hours to get there, but I must say that we had been doing all sorts of meditation for
many more years, so maybe it would take others longer, and others shorter. Both of us were experiencing the same. At first we got really sexual, then
we just lied in each others arms for the remaining 23 hours or something, both seeing colors, shapes, and just generally enjoying eachothers presence
like never before.
Afterwards (and the afterwards lasted for several months) he tried to kill himself, because of all the symptoms I just named. He simply couldn't take
it anymore. Thank God he survived though.
May I ask why you think you've done something wrong? What are/were you experiencing? I would like to help you in every way I can, if needed.
I hope my explanation was quite clear, but if it wasn't, feel free to ask!