posted on Aug, 19 2008 @ 03:16 PM
While I wouldn't say that I feel peaceful exactly (well, I do internally - it's just that I have a heightened sense of empathy lately, even for me,
and it's making me pick up on some sort of very tense or anxious energy and saddness much of the time,) I can say that lately I have felt a new (to
me) and unusual (for me) sense of parallel effort with others for some reason. It's as if what I'm doing, thinking, and feeling - which isn't much
of anything that I can tell, but that can be deceiving in the long run of course - is part of a larger collective. I'm not aware of it, or what it
means, in detail or conciously. It's a very subtle, intuitive feeling. I just don't feel alone or isolated in whatever it is I'm experiencing (and
not just because of threads like this; it's something new and different that I can't explain or pinpoint.)
I feel like I'm changing somehow, but don't know how. It hasn't taken any tangible form. I just feel it. Very difficult to identify or articulate.
It's as if, just by living, I'm traveling along a thread that is tied to other threads, and all of these threads are pulling in the same direction
suddenly, toward a similar point or end, but not in like or similar ways. In fact, it feels as though if I met people on the other threads, we
wouldn't be at all similar or know we were cooperating in any way. And I feel like that is somehow important. I feel it, but I can't explain it.
I had to edit this post several times just to articulate it even this well.
[edit on 8/19/2008 by AceWombat04]