Hey guys, im back again.
Wanted to let you guys know that everything has fallen quiet. My experiences, my dreams, my life, everything. Like silence before the storm.
And when i remember a dream, it is very very weird. People from my past, scenarios of the future, etc etc..

In November i am going to Africa. Decided that when i have a chance, it is my duty as a fellow human being to make lives of people not as lucky as us a little bit better.

So, nothing special, just felt the need to keep you guys updated. Silence before the storm, i think.

hey guys, just stumbled across this thread and figured I would share a crazy experience I had two summers ago. Here goes...

It was mid july and I had just started getting into meditation, ufos, and other paranormal phenomena. I was reading the book "listening to extraterrestrials" by Lisette Larkins and experimenting with a few of her methods for making contact with aliens.

I would let my mind go blank and start thinking about aliens as our long lost brothers who wish to make contact with us. Then when you calm down your mental chatter, you're supposed to try to initiate a conversation and ask some questions until you get an answer back.

Now I had been trying this for a week with no results but on this fateful day my life was literally changed forever. I was up on my bed using the method with my dog laying at my feet, and finally i started hearing a faint voice that I knew was not coming from me. Now I can not remember exactly what went on in this conversation because this was so long ago and I think i blocked most of it out beause this event was too ,uch of a shock to my ego.

From what i can remember it was just pleasant back and fourth talk with me trying to figure out who was on the other end. Before i knew it my perception of reality changed and I felt like i was in a lucid dream. A strange calmness came over me and i suddenly had the desire to look out my bedroom window. Right in front of me in my back yard, was a large disc shaped craft that appeared to be 25 ft in diameter with red lights running down the bottom half. It was silently hovering in my back yard and somehow i remained calm.

The ship moved closer to my window very cautiously. I had this wonderful feeling of euphoria like everything was going to be okay. I then started hearing the voices again and get the feeling, almost like a knowing, that they wanted me to come aboard. Then I got a mental image of a device on the ship where there was an outline for me to place my hand in. I felt like this somehow had to do with the controls.

I then politely declined and said through my thoughts something like, "hey guys this is great and all and I really appreciate you coming to me but Im not ready to go with you."

And with that they slowly backed away from my window and shot off in the blink of an eye westward in the sky, stopped for a minute then shot off the other way and disappeared.

Now hear I am sitting in my bed dumbfounded kind of coming out of this euphoric trance dumbfounded by what had just happened. I told my self it was a dream and theres no way i just initiated contact with alien beings. I tried to pinch my self to see if i was dreaming and i had no luck. I then turned my attention to the bottom of my bed to see my dog shivering and started petting him to calm him down and realized he had pissed the bed. Once i realized that my dog literally had the piss scared out of him, which has never happened to him before, I realized this was no dream.

I then walked down stairs and pretended like nothing had happened around my parents and siblings, as i was still half expecting to wake up from this dream, but I never did and my life has been forever changed. My one regret is that i didnt take them up on that ride.

For me it started when I was a freshman in High School. I started to question reality and my perception of life. I have never been a true believer in church and despised going to church whenever we went. I read up a lot online for the next couple years and studied and practiced meditation and spiritual lessons.

I can sit in the middle of class and stare at the forehead of my teacher and see their aura appear around them. Most of the times its green which means they are thinking and you can see how it disrupts the background around them. I have meditated and herd the ringing in my ears out of no where (I think that has to do with downloading information into the brain, IMO) and had experiences with entities. Events that happen that are too weird to be a coincidence. Meditating on something and it happening, etc...

This caused me to look into others that share the same connection that I do and read up on indigo's and so forth. I then got into the whole spiritual path aspect and studied reiki and the chakras. After that I moved on to freemasonry, because I was able to have the hive mind affect their as well and meet younger people who share the same ideas and experiences as I do as well. (Minus the elderly people in lodge, even though some of them share the same experiences as well)


Now day's I’m using martial arts as a way of connecting to other people and trying to get them on their own spiritual path and find their inner self, and have them awaken

I do not think I have "awakened" as most people would say, and from my observations and readings, the people who have awakened will never tell you they have. It is only the one's that blabber and boast that they have "awakened" that are the fakes.

thanks for sharing that awesome experience..im gonna look into this book on amazon first. listening to extraterrestrials.

wow

Have any of you experienced a 'beeping sound' in your head?I know it sounds crazy,but I have off and on for over a year.I mean it sounds just like a timer or something,with a 'beep' every half second.Anyone know what this is?Or should I go to the doctor to check for a brain tumor,lol.

More then likely JK youve developed a good sense of hearing and you are picking up what others are ignoring... See if there are any common threads... there is probably a solution. I do still hear hummin occasionally tho.

I read this thread and I feel like I should add my reply, because I just found it uncanny that so many people my age had already left messages. I'm 25, female, from the USA. I realized recently that I don't remember much of my childhood.. people talk about fun experiences they had and things they will never forget, and I don't have things like that. I find pictures from vacations I don't really recall. I also don't recall anything paranormal happening.. but I do remember being scared a lot. I was fascinated with aliens, but terrified they would abduct me. I have also gone through life feeling very different, and I understand the pain and stress you went through trying to maintain normalcy. I even feel different from the "different people"..
I have also had those feelings that the world is about to change radically, and I used to think about what I would take in my backpack when civilization ended.
One thing I do remember from my childhood is that I spent most of my time playing pretend by myself.. and that my games went on for months at a time, like a television show with different episodes. In one, I was an alien on a starship. In another, I lived in a glass box and people from another world asked me all about being human and why we did this and that, and what it was all about on Earth. I didn't mind being in there, and they especially loved when I would sing.
I don't know about the abductions, but I recently had a dream where I was talking to someone from a different world. Somehow I knew she was a female, and she looked like the stereotype of an alien, with the large eyes, but her skin was a light blue in color, and she was tall. I didn't feel afraid at all, in fact I want to call her "older sister". I remember asking her in my dream "Are you a ghost or an alien?" and I could feel her gentle laughter, like one would laugh at a silly question a kid asks.
I wouldn't mind meeting star-people like that.

Originally posted by cosmicstorm
.......i do also feel a 'hatred' towards this world, not the planet itself, but how its treated and abused, i often think how id love to just go and live in a commune somewhere and just be a modern day hippy! (as long as i could take my laptop lol)........ i feel like i just dont 'get it' here, i never feel at home anywhere, i never feel settled.... i dont understand peoples ways or how people can just live in their little bubble and never think outside of it, i just dont belong alot of the time...

I feel the same way, that a major cataclysmic event would probably be for the better even though I rather see us progress towards that unity with the planet by technological means of advancement. It's not anger, nor hatred for me though, I feel really sad and depressed that people are so blind about what they are doing and how they just don't even realize it.

That urge to live in a commune somewhere is not new either. Have you ever felt that you wanted to live near a lake, up in the mountains some where? Far away (maybe not that far) but not close to any major city. So it's just you, your house, nature, a lake, maybe some good neighbors you know.

I know this is a reply from page 10, but like I said earlier, I try to read everything in a thread before posting a repeat question that was already answered previously.

Cheers

Zebra